CHAPTER 17
Kennedy wasn’t sure why she’d torture herself. The more of Ian’s letters she read, the more certain she was that he was telling her goodbye.
How could God be so unfair? Why would he allow Ian to go through so much horror? If anything, it should have been Kennedy left to suffer in jail. Isn’t that how all the martyr stories turned out? With the Christians in prison, singing hymns to God and sharing the gospel with their captors. Not that Kennedy had done either of those things. But still, if God wanted Ian to be saved, why didn’t he intervene? Wouldn’t a miraculous deliverance from captivity prove to him once and for all that Jesus was real?
Why did God tarry?
And why did she torment herself devouring these letters? Why couldn’t she leave them alone? No matter how upset she g
