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Chap-11

I scratched my scalp in frustration. Sighing, giving up i fall back on the sofa and closed my eyes. I was preparing for my upcoming exams. And there was this one topic that was difficult for me to understand. I tried watching online lectures but they were of no use. First they were extremely long like for 3 hours and second i can't understand well by listening. My mind gets blank after 30 minutes, how am i supposed to listen continuously for such a long time.

I wish i had my senior doctor as my boyfriend, i would ask him anything at anytime.

You need boyfriend for that?.

My thoughts spoke.

Yes, so what. I could also ask my seniors but they weren't nice and free to teach me. And I don't like begging anyone.

I sighed again. I looked up at the white ceiling thinking about my life. It's been so long since i had a romantic relationship with someone. I wanted to have a relationship later but never found anyone good enough.

A knock pulled me out of my thoughts, i blinked and looked towards the door, calling the person in. The door was stuck as the person tried opening the door.

"Hey Eun Ae. Its me, Baek kyung. If you are standing behind the door, move away. It's stuck. I will try opening it." He announced,as i looked at myself lying on the couch with one of my leg resting at top off inside back of couch.

"Okay. Be careful." I said, sitting up straight, fix my ridden shirt and crossed my arms over my chest as i looked at him, trying to open the door.

He pushed hard and it opened with a thud. He stumbled inside with a surprise expression on his face. I chuckled at him and he smiled scratching his head.

"You should get it checked out. Might be a problem with hinges." He said as he closed the door, inspecting it a bit.

I nodded my head and patted the space next to me as he looked over at me.

"Hey. I hope i didn't disturb you." He said looking guilty as his eyes fell on my books spread open in front of me.

"No no. Come sit." I said, giving him a kind smile as i closed my books and piled them up to make the table look neat.

"Okay. How was your study going?." He asked, taking a seat beside me on the sofa.

"Agh. Okay. I guess. I am stuck on one topic." I told him, running my hands down my face, tired.

"Oh. It's okay. Don't worry, you will understand it. Try looking it up on net." He suggested as he pointed at my phone.

"I did. But i couldn't understand there too." I told him with a pout.

He chuckled at my expression and patted my leg, telling me it's going to be fine.

"Take help from someone you know." He said, running his hand through his hair. Looking serious.

"Yeah i will do that." I said nodding my head.

Today they had Sirius stars shoot so i got enough time to study.

"Okay i should get going. I came for a bit chit chat and yeah Good luck with that." He said, pointing at the books.

I sighed, making an ugly face. He chuckled, shaking his head at me as he walked out of the room. The door have him a but trouble once again but he pulled it open and closed the door while cursing it. I shoke my head at him.

Making a mental note to myself that i will get that door fixed today, I gathered courage to start studying again. Putting earphones into my ears, i opened the book. I studied with music on, help me concentrate and stay awake.

Beep...Beep...Beep.

The music was cut off by this sound. I looked at the charging and my phone was dying!. Only 5% was remaining. Putting my books aside, i walked towards me table where my charger was. Plugging in, i stood straight and stretched my hands above my head. Relaxing my tense muscles.

No one visited me today, so i had all day to myself. I closed my books, picking them up, i placed them on the book shelf. Running a hand through my hair, trying to untangle my tangled hair as i hummed to a song. I was obsessing over a song, sweet but psycho.

I sang as i brushed my hair. I heard a knock as i finished brushing my hair. Not in the mood to tie them i let them down on my back. Making my way towards the the door, i twisted the round door knob and pulled it towards me but it didn't budge. I tried again but nothing happened.

"Is everything alright?." It was Seo-joon's voice. My heart fluttered at hearing his voice. I haven't seen him since two days as they were busy with their business.

"Yeah. The door is stuck. Wait, i am trying." I told him, as i applied pressure on the door knob and pulled it towards myself but all in vain.

He replied okay. I twisted the door knob and pulled it with my both hands. I tugged it hard but nothing happened except me getting frustrated. I cursed and mumbled why the hell it won't budge. I took a deep breath and the hold the knob with my both hands and pulled the door with all my might.

"Eun Ae. Please move back. I-" The door opened with a loud creak, hitting me right on the forehead.

Thud.

Bang.

"Ahh." Air left my mouth as i fall back hard on my butt on the hard floor.

"Oh s**t. Are you alright!?." Hands grabbed me. I nodded my head with my eyes closed as i lay on the floor.

My butt felt like it was hit by metal bars continuously. I bit my lip in pain and from embarrassment. I have made a fool out of myself thousand times in front of him.

"Easy." Seo-joon helped me stand up and walked us over towards the sofa with me rubbing my butt. He gently put me on the sofa and went back to inspect the door.

I should have called and filed complaint of the stuck door after Baek Kyung left but no, Eun Ae never does right things on time.

"Are you okay?." He asked, closing the door and coming towards me. I glanced at him as his beautiful eyes inspected me from head to toe for any injury.

"Yeah. A bit sore but fine." I said, not looking up at him. I was too embarrassed to look at him in the eye.

"You hit the floor pretty hard. You didn't hurt your head?." He asked, wearing a concern look as he took a seat beside me on the sofa.

"No no. I am fine. Thank you for helping me." I said, looking at him.

He nodded his head.

"You came here for?." I asked him, shamelessly staring at him from head to toe. He looked gorgeous as usual.

"Oh yeah. I came to ask you about the medicine you gave Ho hyung for his shoulder pain." He said, his fingers playing with his thread bracelets on his wrist. I noticed the bulging veins on hands, they made him look more sexy as he was before. I wondered if the veins follow the route up his arms or not.

He cleared his throat, making me look a up at him. He gave me a kind smile as our eyes met. I cursed myself for getting lost in my own world- Seo-joons world. He must be thinking i am creep, ogling at him as he sat in front of me.

"So what about them?." I asked, clearing my throat.

"It seemed to work really well. I wanted to have it, he or anyone might need it anytime or anywhere. Just in case." He said, i nodded my head understanding his point. He was totally right, I don't live with them 24/7. They might need it whenever they have pain.

"Let me check, i have a few left, so i can give you one." I told him, getting up from the sofa and moving towards the cabinets was difficult.

I was sure my butt was bruised. I controlled the urge to rub my butt in front of him as it gave a bit soothing effect. He sat quietly as i looked around for the medicine.

"Aah. Here it is!." I said, picking the tube and turning around to face him. But the light's went out as soon as he looked my way.

What's happening today?.

"Oh." Both of us said at the same time. I find it amusing so i giggled. It was pitch dark, i couldn't see a single thing not even the medicine in my hand.

"Seo-joon could you please turn on the flashlight?." I asked him as i stayed rooted to the place.

"Uh i don't have my phone on me." He said, his tone disappointing.

"It's okay. Just talk, i will follow your voice." I suggested, shrugging my shoulders.

"Okay. I remember you stood on my right side. So walk straight just a bit. Like four steps." He said, confidently.

I shrugged my shoulders and followed his instructions. I took two steps straight and luckily i didn't fall or get hit by anything.

"I am almost the-"

"Ouch!." I shrieked as my thigh hit the corner of the table.

I put my hand on my thigh where the table hit me and closed my eyes.

"s**t. Are you alright?." His worried voice reached my ears.

"You told me to take four steps! I took three and look what happened!" I said through gritted teeth.

"I am sorry. I didn't know this would happen." He said. I could imagine him bitting his lip in guilty.

I sighed. It was not his fault and i was bitting his head off. I remembered my phone was on the table, charging. Remembering the things in my head where which thing was my hand found my phone. I swiped open the phone and light hit my eyes, hurting me in process.

"I am walking towards you. Stand where-"

I opened my mouth to speak as i quickly turned around but guess what my guardian angels weren't doing a good job today. I stumbled into him, by my sudden impact with his body, he lost his balance and fell down taking both of us down. My phone fell from my hand and it rattled on the floor. We both hit the floor and air left my lungs in process. I gasped as he winced.

He was underneath me, i was laying over him, covering him like a sheet. I could feel every inch of his body against mine. His chest weaved up and down against mine. My face in the crook of his neck. I felt my body heating up, especially down there. I felt butterflies in my lower abdomen. I could hear his rapid pulse. He gulped as i moved over him.

"Don't move." He said through his clenched teeth. His arms over my back tightened.

I stopped moving immediately and moved my head from the crook of his neck slowly. My cheek was touching his. His skin so soft and warm making my skin tingle. His breath hitched as my nose made contact with the corner of his mouth as i moved my head. I wanted to look at his beautiful eyes from this close. I was so close to his lips, if he moved his head slightly towards me, our lips would collide.

"Are you okay?." I felt my hand moving on its accord. My breath was stuck in my throat and my heart was running at it's own speed.

"I am fine." He breathed as my fingertips touched his face. My fingertips moved up trying to find the eyes. His eyes were closed as i moved my fingertips over them caressing them. They follow the trail down his nose and then towards his lips.

Stop!. Where are you going?.

My mind yelled at my hand to stop but my fingers had mind of their own and my thumb moved over his lower lip. They were so soft so luring. I gulped as his lips pecked my fingertips. My fingertips froze and i couldn't move. At his touch, i felt thousands of butterflies erupted within my. abdomen.I wiggled in his grasp as he winced and then i felt his bulge against my thigh. I stopped immediately and closed my eyes.

Oh my God!.

I was getting hot and my heart was beating like i had run a marathon.

"Eun Ae." He whispered to soft yet so sexy. He moved his one hand from my back and brought to my face which was above his chest. His cold fingertips made contact with my hot ones, making my close my eyes in bliss. His single touch made me glittery on my knees. If he touched me how would i survive?.

I gulped at the thought, nodded unable to speak.

"You are a beautiful person." He complimented. His fingers caressed my cheeks as they were burning hot underneath his touch.

"Thank you." I whispered.

"Seo-joon. I-we-i" i stutter as i got distracted by his bulge pressing against my thigh.

"Yeah. Sorry." He seemed to realize it as he removed his arms from me. Quickly standing up on my wobbly legs, i helped him up. My hand was still in his as he stood in front of me.

"Are you okay?. Did you hit your head?." I asked him. Worried for him.

"No. I am fine. Though a bit pain in my back." He said, as his thumb caressed my hand.

My heart warmed at the feeling. He was making me feel things with such minor things that i have never felt before. I gulped in fear, realizing how dangerous he was. His single touch had me falling for him.

Just a mere touch.

"I am sorry. I-uhm fall on you." I told him as i looked up hoping to see his face.

The lights came back as soon as words left my mouth. I guess my guardian angels wanted to spice my boring life up. My luck wasn't working today at all. Though i don't regret a single bit.

We both blinked as sharp lights blinded us, breaking the hold on our hands. Chuckling i looked up at him and froze with the intensity his eyes bore into mine. He smiled at me. It suited him alot.

"Do you need any medicine for that?. Medicine. Oh god. Where is that!?." My eyes widen as i remembered it.

I frantically looked around and Seo-joon found it amusing as he chuckled at me. I found it near the table where i got hit by it.

"Here it is." I sighed in relief as i walked towards him.

"Your phone is okay. I checked it." He said, passing me my phone back.

I looked down at it and the screen protector had a large c***k on it. I need to change it. Thank goodness the screen was okay.

"Thank you." I said as i pocketed it.

He nodded his head and moved towards me.

"I like you Eun Ae. Would you like to go out with me?." He said as his fingers pushed my hair back behind my ears.

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