Tessi It’s been six months since I was rejected and brought back to this pack. I wish I could say life was the same as before I left but it’s gotten so much worse. Rumors had spread that I was an Alpha’s mate and he dumped me as fast as he could. They like to whisper loudly about me when I pass by so I hear it. I wish I could tell them that it doesn’t bother me as much as my own feelings and thoughts of inadequacy. My birthday passed a few days ago and again Zora knew we couldn’t shift. We lost our mate and honestly I believe it made her weaker. I doubt we will ever shift. Several of my tormentors are watching me approach as I get ready to mail off orders. I hear them snickering about how my last mate is supposed to be choosing a new mate soon. “I heard he’s looking at real wolves, li