I was stupid to think that he would do anything nicer for me! Don't know what had gone wrong with my f*****g mind that I started taking him positively. I just regret thinking that he was a nice alpha, but he was not. And it all started after that freaking evening! If I had not imagined him kissing me then I don't have to feel awkward around him, and then he would not have been able to control me. Every time he came near, after that stupid evening, I just can't control myself from thinking about him and look down. It was not only a bad thing for having imagined like that for him, but also a pathetic idea to consider him nice! Like seriously! I felt awkward and let him control me just because I thought he was different! I regret thinking about him like that because Alphas will never c