I smiled and was less nervous than when I had first walked into the place. V didn't get up and grab some contract like I thought he would. He didn't do anything but stay seated right beside me. I was about to say something when he spoke first.
"How about I tell you a bit about me and my style and we go over a bit about you, hm?" V rested his elbow on the couch, and I nodded, feeling something shift in the room.
The air got thicker, and his aura felt strong around me, like I was being wrapped up in a blanket that I wanted to snuggle up in. It was intimidating yet alluring all at the same time. Adrenaline spiked through my veins, and I suddenly wanted to feel more.
"My name is V. I work here at Eden. I used to be a firefighter but realized while I enjoyed saving people and their pets, it wasn't for me. So, I came here and began to work once I was qualified to. I started out being a submissive to find out what it would be like to be in that position and headspace. Then I trained beneath a Dominate before I was given the title. I chose this lifestyle because I wanted to not only make myself a better and stronger person, but I wanted to help people become stronger and better people too. I also really enjoyed taking control in bed but let me let you in on a little secret." V leaned into me and spoke against my ear in a low voice that sent a shiver down my spine, "The sub is the real one in control."
He pulled away and smiled with a shrug, "I focus on a few things; pleasure, confidence, health, and communication. Although, communication and trust should always be a part of a D/s relationship. Should I go through what each of those ideals means?"
"Yes, please." I wanted to know what he expected of me while playing with him. What he needed from me.
"With pleasure, your pleasure will always come before mine. I don't like to not make a girl orgasm first. Old rule, but I stick by it. Your pleasure is always my priority in a scene. Confidence, I want you to be the most confident woman you can be. Hold your head up and see yourself as this strong, powerful, successful woman. Take charge in your life and own it. See the beauty within yourself. You don't need makeup to be pretty, Celeste. It's what's inside that counts. Let it shine. Health, I'm not saying that I control what people eat or do. That's not what I'm talking about. In order to keep up with adrenaline and everything else going on within your body or just in order to think clearly, you need vitamins, water, protein, vegetables, fruits... Things that are good for you and can help fuel energy and make you feel good. Walking at least twenty minutes a day to help with mental health and your heart. That's what I want to see. Lastly communication, I use safewords for three reasons." He held up his fingers and I swallowed hard.
I had my safewords ready to give to him and I knew what I wanted them to be, but they fell out the window when he spoke. It was like everything I had learned and knew flew out the window.
"One, we're new in the D/s relationship, I don't know what is too far or not for you and neither do you for me. Yes, I get safewords too to pull. I can also pull yours if I feel it is too much for you and you are not communicating accurately or can't. Two, the scene is really intense. And lastly, three, it's a scene where the words 'no' and 'stop' are off the table. Say you want to tell me those words and have me ignore them, then we need your safewords. Make sense?"
"Yes. I never thought about it that way." I licked my lips and stared at him with a surprised expression.
"Never thought of what?" He smiled and I cleared my throat.
"That safewords only mattered in a few instances not constantly." I sighed and he smirked.
"We all can learn something, even someone who has been in the community a long time. Even someone that has been doing a craft for a long time can always learn more." He sat back and thought for a moment. "So, that being said tell me about you and what you need from me. After that we'll get into the fine details like safewords and hard and soft limits."