Mother of his heir

The After (part 1)

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Marie felt like a used rag after what Nicolas said …she didn't know what to feel  self-pity or should she be happy for still being alive, after all she is just a normal human being having to go through this ordeal not only being forced but the guy was a freaking supernatural .The feeling and sensation she went through was inexplicable….almost everyone dreamed of sleeping with a handsome godlike man but the way she was treated made her felt so in significate.

She has always been the average girl no one really pays her much attention, being left to fend on her own she didn't have time to think about dating let alone sleeping with someone ,.....Her dad  left a very bad impression of marriage and family in her life. The only promised she made was living life straight like her mom always told her "don't do anything that you don't want people to do to you ,what feels wrong is definitely wrong ".

Marie pov:

locking myself in my little apartment  for days I didn't want to see or talk to anyone...I needed to clear my mind understand what was I supposed to do  .I just got rape by a beast that look like a man "do I report it" and how do I describe what happen and who was involve...I have absolutely no bruised on my body except hickeys, and how the f**k do I say that they all went throw a black hole disappeared right in front of me.

what my mother said to me kept repeating in my head I never did anything bad to anyone hell I don't even look at people in there eyes because I want to stay unknown ,my conversation are always short and pleasant ...not that I'm a good girl but I believe no one deserve my time or effort because they will not stay long...that's exactly what kept me going all these years .

Guys want sexy ,out going or pretty woman I don't categories anywhere near that....my mom was a beautiful woman however it didn't take long for my dad to forget her,saves me energy and time living by myself without any expectation.

 THEN WHY the hell did that beast choose me for its victim  ….he was absolutely gorgeous he could sleep with anyone and he look normal too until I pissed him off I guess.

Did he punished me ,did he find me attractive why was it me.

finally after a long time of consideration I came to conclude he was probably not in his right mind and had no conscious who he was sleeping with ..he looked so repulse at the sight of me that day ,he didn't event bother to acknowledge let alone apologies..

I will act like it was a one night stand with a psycho ,move on with my life but I don't think I can go work there again for I am still terrified he might show up with those black eyes and canine ….huhh  oh god I don't know what was he but please please erase him from my mind  …I feel like next time I will be certainly killed. 

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But after this I don't think I could every sleep with anyone in this life...my body has been touched by a beast no visible scars but there are numerous scars emotionally...I sometime still feel his touch.

After a couple of weeks  I found a job as waitress in a small resto, whenever I think of that day I curse that demon like there's is no tomorrow at least twice a day I channel all my anger toward him …at times I even feel like beating him up .Weird right!!!!imagine a chubby looking short girl trying to beat the s**t out of the humongous beast.. death wish much.

Well that my way of comforting myself ..

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