Stephen:
You up for dinner tonight?
I stared at the message on the screen of my MacBook. I have received his message a few hours ago but I still don’t know if I should say yes or not. I am afraid that I wouldn’t be able to stop myself again. I am fully aware of how weak I am for him.
But then not coming and telling him so many excuses would also make me look bad. How would he think of that? He’s just going to think that I am ignoring him yet again. Well, it’s partially right. I am ignoring him because I don’t know how I would be able to face him again after what happened between us.
Another message came in.
Stephen:
Are you busy or are you ignoring me again?
I pursed my lips and swallowed hard. I already feel ashamed that I am chickening out once more. I should stop acting like
