This is just crazy! My whole family in Nebraska doesn't understand this! I'm a born model and that's it. I'm nothing else. Modeling is my passion and this is what I am born to do! Leila better not turn on me, she's basically the only friend I have, well besides Haley. I'm going to give Haley a call and ask her if she wants to hang out today! I'm sure she supports me. Thank god I have today off, I'm so mad at my family that I'd mess up the whole photo shoot. The important thing I must worry about is John, he cannot find out how mad and frustrated I am about my family. That will never happen! He will never even know anything about my family! Quickly calling Haley because I'm so frustrated that I don't want John to see me like this, I asked her if she wanted to go have coffee and grab