2. EVENINGThe house was regularly and substantially built of clean grey
freestone throughout, in that plainer fashion of Greek classicism
which prevailed at the latter end of the last century, when the
copyists called designers had grown weary of fantastic variations
in the Roman orders. The main block approximated to a square on the
ground plan, having a projection in the centre of each side,
surmounted by a pediment. From each angle of the inferior side ran
a line of buildings lower than the rest, turning inwards again at
their further end, and forming within them a spacious open court,
within which resounded an echo of astonishing clearness. These
erections were in their turn backed by ivy-covered ice-houses,
laundries, and stables, the whole mass of subsidiary buildings
being half buried beneath close-set shrubs and trees.
There was opening sufficient through the foliage on the right
hand to enable her on nearer approach to form an idea of the
arrangement of the remoter or lawn front also. The natural features
and contour of this quarter of the site had evidently dictated the
position of the house primarily, and were of the ordinary, and upon
the whole, most satisfactory kind, namely, a broad, graceful slope
running from the terrace beneath the walls to the margin of a
placid lake lying below, upon the surface of which a dozen swans
and a green punt floated at leisure. An irregular wooded island
stood in the midst of the lake; beyond this and the further margin
of the water were plantations and greensward of varied outlines,
the trees heightening, by half veiling, the softness of the
exquisite landscape stretching behind.
The glimpses she had obtained of this portion were now checked
by the angle of the building. In a minute or two they reached the
side door, at which Cytherea alighted. She was welcomed by an
elderly woman of lengthy smiles and general pleasantness, who
announced herself to be Mrs. Morris, the housekeeper.
'Mrs. Graye, I believe?' she said.
'I am not—O yes, yes, we are all mistresses,' said Cytherea,
smiling, but forcedly. The title accorded her seemed disagreeably
like the first slight scar of a brand, and she thought of Owen's
prophecy.
Mrs. Morris led her into a comfortable parlour called The Room.
Here tea was made ready, and Cytherea sat down, looking, whenever
occasion allowed, at Mrs. Morris with great interest and curiosity,
to discover, if possible, something in her which should give a clue
to the secret of her knowledge of herself, and the recommendation
based upon it. But nothing was to be learnt, at any rate just then.
Mrs. Morris was perpetually getting up, feeling in her pockets,
going to cupboards, leaving the room two or three minutes, and
trotting back again.
'You'll excuse me, Mrs. Graye,' she said, 'but 'tis the old
gentleman's birthday, and they always have a lot of people to
dinner on that day, though he's getting up in years now. However,
none of them are sleepers—she generally keeps the house pretty
clear of lodgers (being a lady with no intimate friends, though
many acquaintances), which, though it gives us less to do, makes it
all the duller for the younger maids in the house.' Mrs. Morris
then proceeded to give in fragmentary speeches an outline of the
constitution and government of the estate.
'Now, are you sure you have quite done tea? Not a bit or drop
more? Why, you've eaten nothing, I'm sure… . Well, now, it is
rather inconvenient that the other maid is not here to show you the
ways of the house a little, but she left last Saturday, and Miss
Aldclyffe has been making shift with poor old clumsy me for a maid
all yesterday and this morning. She is not come in yet. I expect
she will ask for you, Mrs. Graye, the first thing… . I was going to
say that if you have really done tea, I will take you upstairs, and
show you through the wardrobes—Miss Aldclyffe's things are not laid
out for to-night yet.'
She preceded Cytherea upstairs, pointed out her own room, and
then took her into Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room, on the
first-floor; where, after explaining the whereabouts of various
articles of apparel, the housekeeper left her, telling her that she
had an hour yet upon her hands before dressing-time. Cytherea laid
out upon the bed in the next room all that she had been told would
be required that evening, and then went again to the little room
which had been appropriated to herself.
Here she sat down by the open window, leant out upon the sill
like another Blessed Damozel, and listlessly looked down upon the
brilliant pattern of colours formed by the flower-beds on the
lawn—now richly crowded with late summer blossom. But the vivacity
of spirit which had hitherto enlivened her, was fast ebbing under
the pressure of prosaic realities, and the warm scarlet of the
geraniums, glowing most conspicuously, and mingling with the vivid
cold red and green of the verbenas, the rich depth of the dahlia,
and the ripe mellowness of the calceolaria, backed by the pale hue
of a flock of meek sheep feeding in the open park, close to the
other side of the fence, were, to a great extent, lost upon her
eyes. She was thinking that nothing seemed worth while; that it was
possible she might die in a workhouse; and what did it matter? The
petty, vulgar details of servitude that she had just passed
through, her dependence upon the whims of a strange woman, the
necessity of quenching all individuality of character in herself,
and relinquishing her own peculiar tastes to help on the wheel of
this alien establishment, made her sick and sad, and she almost
longed to pursue some free, out-of-doors employment, sleep under
trees or a hut, and know no enemy but winter and cold weather, like
shepherds and cowkeepers, and birds and animals—ay, like the sheep
she saw there under her window. She looked sympathizingly at them
for several minutes, imagining their enjoyment of the rich
grass.
'Yes—like those sheep,' she said aloud; and her face reddened
with surprise at a discovery she made that very instant.
The flock consisted of some ninety or a hundred young stock
ewes: the surface of their fleece was as rounded and even as a
cushion, and white as milk. Now she had just observed that on the
left buttock of every one of them were marked in distinct red
letters the initials 'E. S.'
'E. S.' could bring to Cytherea's mind only one thought; but
that immediately and for ever—the name of her lover, Edward
Springrove.
'O, if it should be—!' She interrupted her words by a resolve.
Miss Aldclyffe's carriage at the same moment made its appearance in
the drive; but Miss Aldclyffe was not her object now. It was to
ascertain to whom the sheep belonged, and to set her surmise at
rest one way or the other. She flew downstairs to Mrs. Morris.
'Whose sheep are those in the park, Mrs. Morris?'
'Farmer Springrove's.'
'What Farmer Springrove is that?' she said quickly.
'Why, surely you know? Your friend, Farmer Springrove, the
cider-maker, and who keeps the Three Tranters Inn; who recommended
you to me when he came in to see me the other day?'
Cytherea's mother-wit suddenly warned her in the midst of her
excitement that it was necessary not to betray the secret of her
love. 'O yes,' she said, 'of course.' Her thoughts had run as
follows in that short interval:—
'Farmer Springrove is Edward's father, and his name is Edward
too.
'Edward knew I was going to advertise for a situation of some
kind.
'He watched the Times, and saw it, my address being
attached.
'He thought it would be excellent for me to be here that we
might meet whenever he came home.
'He told his father that I might be recommended as a
lady's-maid; and he knew my brother and myself.
'His father told Mrs. Morris; Mrs. Morris told Miss
Aldclyffe.'
The whole chain of incidents that drew her there was plain, and
there was no such thing as chance in the matter. It was all
Edward's doing.
The sound of a bell was heard. Cytherea did not heed it, and
still continued in her reverie.
'That's Miss Aldclyffe's bell,' said Mrs. Morris.
'I suppose it is,' said the young woman placidly.
'Well, it means that you must go up to her,' the matron
continued, in a tone of surprise.
Cytherea felt a burning heat come over her, mingled with a
sudden irritation at Mrs. Morris's hint. But the good sense which
had recognized stern necessity prevailed over rebellious
independence; the flush passed, and she said hastily—
'Yes, yes; of course, I must go to her when she pulls the
bell—whether I want to or no.'
However, in spite of this painful reminder of her new position
in life, Cytherea left the apartment in a mood far different from
the gloomy sadness of ten minutes previous. The place felt like
home to her now; she did not mind the pettiness of her occupation,
because Edward evidently did not mind it; and this was Edward's own
spot. She found time on her way to Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room
to hurriedly glide out by a side door, and look for a moment at the
unconscious sheep bearing the friendly initials. She went up to
them to try to touch one of the flock, and felt vexed that they all
stared sceptically at her kind advances, and then ran pell-mell
down the hill. Then, fearing any one should discover her childish
movements, she slipped indoors again, and ascended the staircase,
catching glimpses, as she passed, of silver-buttoned footmen, who
flashed about the passages like lightning.
Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room was an apartment which, on a
casual survey, conveyed an impression that it was available for
almost any purpose save the adornment of the feminine person. In
its hours of perfect order nothing pertaining to the toilet was
visible; even the inevitable mirrors with their accessories were
arranged in a roomy recess not noticeable from the door, lighted by
a window of its own, called the dressing-window.
The washing-stand figured as a vast oak chest, carved with
grotesque Renaissance ornament. The dressing table was in
appearance something between a high altar and a cabinet piano, the
surface being richly worked in the same style of semi-classic
decoration, but the extraordinary outline having been arrived at by
an ingenious joiner and decorator from the neighbouring town, after
months of painful toil in cutting and fitting, under Miss
Aldclyffe's immediate eye; the materials being the remains of two
or three old cabinets the lady had found in the lumber-room. About
two-thirds of the floor was carpeted, the remaining portion being
laid with parquetry of light and dark woods.
Miss Aldclyffe was standing at the larger window, away from the
dressing-niche. She bowed, and said pleasantly, 'I am glad you have
come. We shall get on capitally, I dare say.'
Her bonnet was off. Cytherea did not think her so handsome as on
the earlier day; the queenliness of her beauty was harder and less
warm. But a worse discovery than this was that Miss Aldclyffe, with
the usual obliviousness of rich people to their dependents'
specialities, seemed to have quite forgotten Cytherea's
inexperience, and mechanically delivered up her body to her
handmaid without a thought of details, and with a mild yawn.
Everything went well at first. The dress was removed, stockings
and black boots were taken off, and silk stockings and white shoes
were put on. Miss Aldclyffe then retired to bathe her hands and
face, and Cytherea drew breath. If she could get through this first
evening, all would be right. She felt that it was unfortunate that
such a crucial test for her powers as a birthday dinner should have
been applied on the threshold of her arrival; but set to again.
Miss Aldclyffe was now arrayed in a white dressing-gown, and
dropped languidly into an easy-chair, pushed up before the glass.
The instincts of her s*x and her own practice told Cytherea the
next movement. She let Miss Aldclyffe's hair fall about her
shoulders, and began to arrange it. It proved to be all real; a
satisfaction.
Miss Aldclyffe was musingly looking on the floor, and the
operation went on for some minutes in silence. At length her
thoughts seemed to turn to the present, and she lifted her eyes to
the glass.
'Why, what on earth are you doing with my head?' she exclaimed,
with widely opened eyes. At the words she felt the back of
Cytherea's little hand tremble against her neck.
'Perhaps you prefer it done the other fashion, madam?' said the
maiden.
'No, no; that's the fashion right enough, but you must make more
show of my hair than that, or I shall have to buy some, which God
forbid!'
'It is how I do my own,' said Cytherea naively, and with a
sweetness of tone that would have pleased the most acrimonious
under favourable circumstances; but tyranny was in the ascendant
with Miss Aldclyffe at this moment, and she was assured of
palatable food for her vice by having felt the trembling of
Cytherea's hand.
'Yours, indeed! Your hair! Come, go on.'
Considering that Cytherea possessed at least five times as much of
that valuable auxiliary to woman's beauty as the lady before her,
there was at the same time some excuse for Miss Aldclyffe's
outburst. She remembered herself, however, and said more quietly,
'Now then, Graye—By-the-bye, what do they call you downstairs?'
'Mrs. Graye,' said the handmaid.
'Then tell them not to do any such absurd thing—not but that it
is quite according to usage; but you are too young yet.'
This dialogue tided Cytherea safely onward through the
hairdressing till the flowers and diamonds were to be placed upon
the lady's brow. Cytherea began arranging them tastefully, and to
the very best of her judgment.
'That won't do,' said Miss Aldclyffe harshly.
'Why?'
'I look too young—an old dressed doll.'
'Will that, madam?'
'No, I look a fright—a perfect fright!'
'This way, perhaps?'
'Heavens! Don't worry me so.' She shut her lips like a trap.
Having once worked herself up to the belief that her head-dress
was to be a failure that evening, no cleverness of Cytherea's in
arranging it could please her. She continued in a smouldering
passion during the remainder of the performance, keeping her lips
firmly closed, and the muscles of her body rigid. Finally,
snatching up her gloves, and taking her handkerchief and fan in her
hand, she silently sailed out of the room, without betraying the
least consciousness of another woman's presence behind her.
Cytherea's fears that at the undressing this suppressed anger
would find a vent, kept her on thorns throughout the evening. She
tried to read; she could not. She tried to sew; she could not. She
tried to muse; she could not do that connectedly. 'If this is the
beginning, what will the end be!' she said in a whisper, and felt
many misgivings as to the policy of being overhasty in establishing
an independence at the expense of congruity with a cherished
past.