3. OCTOBER THE TWELFTH, 1863We pass over two years in order to reach the next cardinal event
of these persons' lives. The scene is still the Grayes' native town
of Hocbridge, but as it appeared on a Monday afternoon in the month
of October.
The weather was sunny and dry, but the ancient borough was to be
seen wearing one of its least attractive aspects. First on account
of the time. It was that stagnant hour of the twenty-four when the
practical garishness of Day, having escaped from the fresh long
shadows and enlivening newness of the morning, has not yet made any
perceptible advance towards acquiring those mellow and soothing
tones which grace its decline. Next, it was that stage in the
progress of the week when business—which, carried on under the
gables of an old country place, is not devoid of a romantic
sparkle—was well-nigh extinguished. Lastly, the town was
intentionally bent upon being attractive by exhibiting to an influx
of visitors the local talent for dramatic recitation, and
provincial towns trying to be lively are the dullest of dull
things.
Little towns are like little children in this respect, that they
interest most when they are enacting native peculiarities
unconscious of beholders. Discovering themselves to be watched they
attempt to be entertaining by putting on an antic, and produce
disagreeable caricatures which spoil them.
The weather-stained clock-face in the low church tower standing
at the intersection of the three chief streets was expressing
half-past two to the Town Hall opposite, where the much talked-of
reading from Shakespeare was about to begin. The doors were open,
and those persons who had already assembled within the building
were noticing the entrance of the new-comers—silently criticizing
their dress—questioning the genuineness of their teeth and
hair—estimating their private means.
Among these later ones came an exceptional young maiden who
glowed amid the dulness like a single bright-red poppy in a field
of brown stubble. She wore an elegant dark jacket, lavender dress,
hat with grey strings and trimmings, and gloves of a colour to
harmonize. She lightly walked up the side passage of the room, cast
a slight glance around, and entered the seat pointed out to
her.
The young girl was Cytherea Graye; her age was now about
eighteen. During her entry, and at various times whilst sitting in
her seat and listening to the reader on the platform, her personal
appearance formed an interesting subject of study for several
neighbouring eyes.
Her face was exceedingly attractive, though artistically less
perfect than her figure, which approached unusually near to the
standard of faultlessness. But even this feature of hers yielded
the palm to the gracefulness of her movement, which was fascinating
and delightful to an extreme degree.
Indeed, motion was her speciality, whether shown on its most
extended scale of bodily progression, or minutely, as in the
uplifting of her eyelids, the bending of her fingers, the pouting
of her lip. The carriage of her head—motion within motion—a glide
upon a glide—was as delicate as that of a magnetic needle. And this
flexibility and elasticity had never been taught her by rule, nor
even been acquired by observation, but, nullo cultu, had naturally
developed itself with her years. In childhood, a stone or stalk in
the way, which had been the inevitable occasion of a fall to her
playmates, had usually left her safe and upright on her feet after
the narrowest escape by oscillations and whirls for the
preservation of her balance. At mixed Christmas parties, when she
numbered but twelve or thirteen years, and was heartily despised on
that account by lads who deemed themselves men, her apt lightness
in the dance covered this incompleteness in her womanhood, and
compelled the self-same youths in spite of resolutions to seize
upon her childish figure as a partner whom they could not afford to
contemn. And in later years, when the instincts of her s*x had
shown her this point as the best and rarest feature in her external
self, she was not found wanting in attention to the cultivation of
finish in its details.
Her hair rested gaily upon her shoulders in curls and was of a
shining corn yellow in the high lights, deepening to a definite
nut-brown as each curl wound round into the shade. She had eyes of
a sapphire hue, though rather darker than the gem ordinarily
appears; they possessed the affectionate and liquid sparkle of
loyalty and good faith as distinguishable from that harder
brightness which seems to express faithfulness only to the object
confronting them.
But to attempt to gain a view of her—or indeed of any
fascinating woman—from a measured category, is as difficult as to
appreciate the effect of a landscape by exploring it at night with
a lantern—or of a full chord of music by piping the notes in
succession. Nevertheless it may readily be believed from the
description here ventured, that among the many winning phases of
her aspect, these were particularly striking:—
During pleasant doubt, when her eyes brightened stealthily and
smiled (as eyes will smile) as distinctly as her lips, and in the
space of a single instant expressed clearly the whole round of
degrees of expectancy which lie over the wide expanse between Yea
and Nay.
During the telling of a secret, which was involuntarily
accompanied by a sudden minute start, and ecstatic pressure of the
listener's arm, side, or neck, as the position and degree of
intimacy dictated.
When anxiously regarding one who possessed her affections.
She suddenly assumed the last-mentioned bearing in the progress
of the present entertainment. Her glance was directed out of the
window.
Why the particulars of a young lady's presence at a very
mediocre performance were prevented from dropping into the oblivion
which their intrinsic insignificance would naturally have
involved—why they were remembered and individualized by herself and
others through after years—was simply that she unknowingly stood,
as it were, upon the extreme posterior edge of a tract in her life,
in which the real meaning of Taking Thought had never been known.
It was the last hour of experience she ever enjoyed with a mind
entirely free from a knowledge of that labyrinth into which she
stepped immediately afterwards—to continue a perplexed course along
its mazes for the greater portion of twenty-nine subsequent
months.
The Town Hall, in which Cytherea sat, was a building of brown
stone, and through one of the windows could be seen from the
interior of the room the housetops and chimneys of the adjacent
street, and also the upper part of a neighbouring church spire, now
in course of completion under the superintendence of Miss Graye's
father, the architect to the work.
That the top of this spire should be visible from her position
in the room was a fact which Cytherea's idling eyes had discovered
with some interest, and she was now engaged in watching the scene
that was being enacted about its airy summit. Round the conical
stonework rose a cage of scaffolding against the blue sky, and upon
this stood five men—four in clothes as white as the new erection
close beneath their hands, the fifth in the ordinary dark suit of a
gentleman.
The four working-men in white were three masons and a mason's
labourer. The fifth man was the architect, Mr. Graye. He had been
giving directions as it seemed, and retiring as far as the narrow
footway allowed, stood perfectly still.
The picture thus presented to a spectator in the Town Hall was
curious and striking. It was an illuminated miniature, framed in by
the dark margin of the window, the keen-edged shadiness of which
emphasized by contrast the softness of the objects enclosed.
The height of the spire was about one hundred and twenty feet,
and the five men engaged thereon seemed entirely removed from the
sphere and experiences of ordinary human beings. They appeared
little larger than pigeons, and made their tiny movements with a
soft, spirit-like silentness. One idea above all others was
conveyed to the mind of a person on the ground by their aspect,
namely, concentration of purpose: that they were indifferent
to—even unconscious of—the distracted world beneath them, and all
that moved upon it. They never looked off the scaffolding.
Then one of them turned; it was Mr. Graye. Again he stood
motionless, with attention to the operations of the others. He
appeared to be lost in reflection, and had directed his face
towards a new stone they were lifting.
'Why does he stand like that?' the young lady thought at
length—up to that moment as listless and careless as one of the
ancient Tarentines, who, on such an afternoon as this, watched from
the Theatre the entry into their Harbour of a power that overturned
the State.
She moved herself uneasily. 'I wish he would come down,' she
whispered, still gazing at the skybacked picture. 'It is so
dangerous to be absent-minded up there.'
When she had done murmuring the words her father indecisively
laid hold of one of the scaffold-poles, as if to test its strength,
then let it go and stepped back. In stepping, his foot slipped. An
instant of doubling forward and sideways, and he reeled off into
the air, immediately disappearing downwards.
His agonized daughter rose to her feet by a convulsive movement.
Her lips parted, and she gasped for breath. She could utter no
sound. One by one the people about her, unconscious of what had
happened, turned their heads, and inquiry and alarm became visible
upon their faces at the sight of the poor child. A moment longer,
and she fell to the floor.
The next impression of which Cytherea had any consciousness was
of being carried from a strange vehicle across the pavement to the
steps of her own house by her brother and an older man.
Recollection of what had passed evolved itself an instant later,
and just as they entered the door—through which another and sadder
burden had been carried but a few instants before—her eyes caught
sight of the south-western sky, and, without heeding, saw white
sunlight shining in shaft-like lines from a rift in a slaty cloud.
Emotions will attach themselves to scenes that are
simultaneous—however foreign in essence these scenes may be—as
chemical waters will crystallize on twigs and wires. Even after
that time any mental agony brought less vividly to Cytherea's mind
the scene from the Town Hall windows than sunlight streaming in
shaft-like lines.