2. TWO TO FIVE A.M.With Cytherea it was otherwise. Unused to the place and
circumstances, she continued wakeful, ill at ease, and mentally
distressed. She withdrew herself from her companion's embrace,
turned to the other side, and endeavoured to relieve her busy brain
by looking at the window-blind, and noticing the light of the
rising moon—now in her last quarter—creep round upon it: it was the
light of an old waning moon which had but a few days longer to
live.
The sight led her to think again of what had happened under the
rays of the same month's moon, a little before its full, the
ecstatic evening scene with Edward: the kiss, and the shortness of
those happy moments—maiden imagination bringing about the
apotheosis of a status quo which had had several unpleasantnesses
in its earthly reality.
But sounds were in the ascendant that night. Her ears became
aware of a strange and gloomy murmur.
She recognized it: it was the gushing of the waterfall, faint
and low, brought from its source to the unwonted distance of the
House by a faint breeze which made it distinct and recognizable by
reason of the utter absence of all disturbing sounds. The groom's
melancholy representation lent to the sound a more dismal effect
than it would have had of its own nature. She began to fancy what
the waterfall must be like at that hour, under the trees in the
ghostly moonlight. Black at the head, and over the surface of the
deep cold hole into which it fell; white and frothy at the fall;
black and white, like a pall and its border; sad everywhere.
She was in the mood for sounds of every kind now, and strained
her ears to catch the faintest, in wayward enmity to her quiet of
mind. Another soon came.
The second was quite different from the first—a kind of
intermittent whistle it seemed primarily: no, a creak, a metallic
creak, ever and anon, like a plough, or a rusty wheelbarrow, or at
least a wheel of some kind. Yes, it was, a wheel—the water-wheel in
the shrubbery by the old manor-house, which the coachman had said
would drive him mad.
She determined not to think any more of these gloomy things; but
now that she had once noticed the sound there was no sealing her
ears to it. She could not help timing its creaks, and putting on a
dread expectancy just before the end of each half-minute that
brought them. To imagine the inside of the engine-house, whence
these noises proceeded, was now a necessity. No window, but
crevices in the door, through which, probably, the moonbeams
streamed in the most attenuated and skeleton-like rays, striking
sharply upon portions of wet rusty cranks and chains; a glistening
wheel, turning incessantly, labouring in the dark like a captive
starving in a dungeon; and instead of a floor below, gurgling
water, which on account of the darkness could only be heard; water
which laboured up dark pipes almost to where she lay.
She shivered. Now she was determined to go to sleep; there could
be nothing else left to be heard or to imagine—it was horrid that
her imagination should be so restless. Yet just for an instant
before going to sleep she would think this—suppose another
sound should come—just suppose it should! Before
the thought had well passed through her brain, a third sound
came.
The third was a very soft gurgle or rattle—of a strange and
abnormal kind—yet a sound she had heard before at some past period
of her life—when, she could not recollect. To make it the more
disturbing, it seemed to be almost close to her—either close
outside the window, close under the floor, or close above the
ceiling. The accidental fact of its coming so immediately upon the
heels of her supposition, told so powerfully upon her excited
nerves that she jumped up in the bed. The same instant, a little
dog in some room near, having probably heard the same noise, set up
a low whine. The watch-dog in the yard, hearing the moan of his
associate, began to howl loudly and distinctly. His melancholy
notes were taken up directly afterwards by the dogs in the kennel a
long way off, in every variety of wail.
One logical thought alone was able to enter her flurried brain.
The little dog that began the whining must have heard the other two
sounds even better than herself. He had taken no notice of them,
but he had taken notice of the third. The third, then, was an
unusual sound.
It was not like water, it was not like wind; it was not the
night-jar, it was not a clock, nor a rat, nor a person snoring.
She crept under the clothes, and flung her arms tightly round
Miss Aldclyffe, as if for protection. Cytherea perceived that the
lady's late peaceful warmth had given place to a sweat. At the
maiden's touch, Miss Aldclyffe awoke with a low scream.
She remembered her position instantly. 'O such a terrible
dream!' she cried, in a hurried whisper, holding to Cytherea in her
turn; 'and your touch was the end of it. It was dreadful. Time,
with his wings, hour-glass, and scythe, coming nearer and nearer to
me—grinning and mocking: then he seized me, took a piece of me
only… But I can't tell you. I can't bear to think of it. How those
dogs howl! People say it means death.'
The return of Miss Aldclyffe to consciousness was sufficient to
dispel the wild fancies which the loneliness of the night had woven
in Cytherea's mind. She dismissed the third noise as something
which in all likelihood could easily be explained, if trouble were
taken to inquire into it: large houses had all kinds of strange
sounds floating about them. She was ashamed to tell Miss Aldclyffe
her terrors.
A silence of five minutes.
'Are you asleep?' said Miss Aldclyffe.
'No,' said Cytherea, in a long-drawn whisper.
'How those dogs howl, don't they?'
'Yes. A little dog in the house began it.'
'Ah, yes: that was Totsy. He sleeps on the mat outside my
father's bedroom door. A nervous creature.'
There was a silent interval of nearly half-an-hour. A clock on
the landing struck three.
'Are you asleep, Miss Aldclyffe?' whispered Cytherea.
'No,' said Miss Aldclyffe. 'How wretched it is not to be able to
sleep, isn't it?'
'Yes,' replied Cytherea, like a docile child.
Another hour passed, and the clock struck four. Miss Aldclyffe
was still awake.
'Cytherea,' she said, very softly.
Cytherea made no answer. She was sleeping soundly.
The first glimmer of dawn was now visible. Miss Aldclyffe arose,
put on her dressing-gown, and went softly downstairs to her own
room.
'I have not told her who I am after all, or found out the
particulars of Ambrose's history,' she murmured. 'But her being in
love alters everything.'