J A M E S
Everything was going well until I had my episode. This was the whole reason why I even planned this sudden getaway. A place of peace, but, I had just dragged Rayvin to my hell. She was never supposed to witness this. No one was supposed to. This was my burden to bear, my weakness to see and my heartache to fill. I wish I hadn't scared her that much. The whole reason why I thought it would be better to, I don't know, come over to Russia with Rayvin is because, since I met her, somehow, my nightmare has stopped occurring. Days when I wasn't working, I slept soundly. Unlike in the past, when I had to see my doctor four times a week, had to drink pills to be able to sleep or had to punch a hole in the wall to ease my anger. I was always aggressive, hypertensive, and unhappy. But, I
