J A M E S
Rayvin has been nothing but sweet to me. Making dinner and breakfast, trying to get me comfortable, and all the amazing s*x. By far, this has been the best getaway for me, but for how long would I be able to escape reality and leave in this illusion with her? I wanted this to be forever, but that would be fantasy. Soon I had to go back and face the hell of my world. The only difference is that I knew that I wanted Rayvin to complete my world. She was the missing part in the puzzle and I needed to make sure that I hold her down no matter what.
After the sumptuous food she made, we got a few hours of sleep and at dawn, I went on a run at the beach, just to clear my mind and analyze things. This was something I did whenever I had a lot of things pressurizing me. You don't know how
