STAR Sitting at a study desk in the library, I couldn’t take my mind off Alexei. I knew that I would want to have one-on-one time with my boys, but that was so sudden, being dragged into a closet and fu.cked like that, had been a fantasy I never knew I had. Alexei was always going to be the first. Deep down I knew that in my heart, I loved Ace and Ash with all my heart. But the connection I have with Lexi started so long ago. He was my best friend when we were little, and I suppose he was the first one that I noticed as we got older. I feel disloyal for these feelings, which is stupid, because I wouldn’t be without any of them. I shook my head, trying to clear my thoughts. They are all so competitive. I wonder who will drag me off next. Smirking to myself, I headed to the stacks