One Day Bride

Chapter 4

He realized their position, he immediately comes out of her and wears his clothes, he look at her who is staring at the ceiling. He felt bad seeing her like this, sudden guilt engulfed her. He runs his finger in his hair in frustration, he was feeling ashamed of himself, how can he do this to someone. He r***d her, he ruined an innocent girl, he snatched her virginity without her approval. He closed his eyes painfully, his back was toward Anaya. 

Gaining up the courage he turned toward her, and immediately closed his eyes again, she is lying with all the bruises and bite marks on her body given by him. The bed is stained with her virgin blood, his guilt increased ten times seeing her condition. 

He slowly walked toward her and covered her with the bed, he can hear her chuckle. She taunted him without looking at him:" You are doing this after snatching everything from me what a joke Mr. Ahaan Malhothra, now you get what you want. You vent your anger on me and are true to your words, you make my life hell. Please go, I  need space ".

Ahaan feels bad, composing himself he speaks:" I am sorry, Anaya. I don't know how this happened. Please forgive me ". He said looking at her who is not looking at him like she is feeling disgusted with his face. 

Anaya sighed and said:" Leave, can't you hear I am saying I need space. Please leave, I am begging you . You did not hear my begging while r****g me at least you can listen now ". Ahaan lowers his head listening to her.

Seeing him not moving, Anaya looks at her eyes and speaks:" Why are you still there, are you not done yet . You want to use me more then please do fast and leave as your presence in this room suffocates me, please get out ".  He steps back from the bed listening to her words. He looks at her last time and leaves the room. He walked to his car, sit in the car and start driving. He does not know where he wants to go, but he tried to find a place where he can find some peace and solace, but he failed miserably. He knows what he did with Anaya, he can never be in peace, he stopped the car in an isolated place, he gets out of the car and start remembering last night, he could hear her screams, her begging, her pleading and he had not listened to anything, he was behaving like an animal last time. He can hear her screaming when he was attacking like an animal. 

He screams out in agony remembering what he had done to her, he starts hitting the window of the car until blood starts coming out of his hand, every time he hit his hand on the car's window he repeats:" I am sorry Anaya, please forgive me ". 

He kept repeating these lines for one hour, then he stumbles and falls down on the ground, he screamed loudly so, everyone in the world can hear:" I am sorry Anaya, please forgive me ". He sits on the ground taking the car's support. He tried to close his eyes but her screaming and begging ringed in his ears. He sits there till morning and tears are rolling from his eyes. He knew these tears can't finish his sin but he could not help. 

Another side, Anaya gets up from the bed with great difficulty. She slowly walked to the washroom and opens the shower and stands under the water, tears are rolling from her eyes, and falls on the ground mixing with water. She removes her bed sheet and walks in front of the bathroom's mirror, her whole body is full of his marks and bites. She touches her marks and hisses in pain. She closed her eyes painfully remembering the horrible night, tears started rolling through her eyes remembering the pain and embarrassment he has given to her. She comes under the shower again and falls on the floor with a thud and start rubbing her body aggressively, she did not care that her whole body is red due to her rubbing. After scratching her body for five minutes trying to remove his touch, she stopped and started crying vigorously.

She is under the shower, her eyes are red and puffy. Like normal girls she also wants a loving and caring husband and kids but because of him. All her dreams are destroyed. He ruined her for any other man, did she ask for too much? Does she not have the right to have a happy family? Does she not deserve to live happily? Why does everyone use her? First Dhruv then his elder brother, is she a doll so, everyone can hit her and used her. She is not a punching bag, so anyone can use her according to his or her will. She is a human being, she also feels pain, she has emotions but nobody cares about her. 

She gets up from the shower and looks at herself in the mirror, she has decided she will not let anyone can use her more. She removed the vermillion from her hairline properly. After one hour-long shower, she comes out of the room wearing a bathrobe. She walked to the closet and wear a tunic and leggings, thanks to Ahaan's mom who bring her luggage here. 

She look around the room then her gaze fall on the bed which is messy because of his last night deed, she closed her eyes painfully again the flashes of last night come in front of her. She took a deep breath and composed herself, she will never think about last night anymore. She will not live here, they all are dead for her, she will start her new journey which has her rules and she determined she does not need anyone in her life anymore.