Sophia
Days has passed, every hours, every minutes and second, i feel this guiltiness inside me eats me alive. Hurting someone that i really love is like hurting, stabbing and buried my self alive. I can't explain what im feeling right now, i can't explain how to face the reality, i don't know what im supposed to do. I don't know how to fix this mess between me and celine.
Why it's too late?
I can't blamed anyone, not Alfred but my self. If i have a guts to broke up with him as soon as i can, if i had a heart to tell him the truth that i love someone else. Tell him that im gay. Tell him that i love his cousin more. Of course that wasn't easy to accept nor understand. Breaking up with him for her cousin?
Now, it's too late! I already lose Celine for god's sake. I lose the opportunity
