Alissa's POV
I sat at the edge as I looked at the deep fall below.
The sun is high up in the sky and everybody else is in the cabin resting after a long trip back.
My mind was wondering around everywhere and I hate it.
I hate it that even in Sol, I was thinking of him.
I wad thinking of the person who keeps hurting me over and over again.
I hate that no matter what he does, I can't seem to despise him.
I hate that this stupid mate bond is so strong and that I'm constantly giving into it.
I hate that he actually cares.
I hate that he pretends he doesn't.
I hate it.
I hate it so much that I want to go back, talk to him and fix our relationship.
A tear fell from my eye and I wiped it with frustration.
I don't understand Luke.
He always goes out his way to piss me off, make me an
