***WARNING: The following chapter contains a scene with self harm and abuse. Reader discretion is advised. I will place (*) asterisk when the abuse/self-harm begins for those of you who wish to skip.*** ***Zane*** What are you so nervous about? Grayson mutters as we walk over to the main pack house, my legs barely able to drag me to our destination. We need this training! What use is our gift if we can't use it? I know he's right but that doesn't stop the fear somersaulting in my belly. My father always said I was weak. What if my power truly is weak and worthless? Then what? Then we learn to fight like any other f*****g mutt! Grayson growls in annoyance. Talia and Agnes walk silently behind me, both equally nervous for our first day in our new assignments. Kota appears to be the onl