Kill Or Be Killed

Chapter 21

Chapter 21

Celestina's POV

Right after talking to the woman--whom I found that her name is Viola, I immediately go back to my room. And it is a good thing that I have gotten to familiarize some turns in this mansion. Tomorrow, I will roam around to check the entire place. Even though there is big possibility that I will be transferred to another place sooner or later, I still have an instinct that I might still stay longer here because the reason of King Zen on why he transferred me here was acceptable. I was transferred here because of my university. Unless he has a plan of transferring me into another university where he is planning me to throw to.

Aside from the fact that I am now free from the threat of vampires that surrounded me because I am now living with the humans, the other thing I like here is the fact that I can move freely here without the help of other people. I can now be in the bathroom alone, take a bath alone and get dress alone. Not that I do not want the three girl to be gone, I would not ask them to visit me here if I do not want them here. But I want to do those personal things without the help of others because I surely can.

I wonder if King Zen has that kind of lifestyle too. Because why would he wants me to be treated that way if he was not treat like that? Does it mean that someone will be there every time he is going to the bathroom? Someone was able to see him naked? Oh, how lucky that someone can be? We can never really deny the fact that King Zen will probably be one of the most drop dead gorgeous man you will ever met. And I cannot help but think of whose always with him? Was he with the girls? If he cannot move all by himself, he is surely with other people. And I do not think he would prefer to be with other boys because that would be awkward.

I cannot help but giggled with the thought playing in my mind of King Zen being bathed by the boys--or Neil. But my smile disappeared when a thought of King Zen was being bathed girls entered my mind. And I think that is not a good idea. I do not even know if he wants to be touched by any girl. He is too rugged and I do not think a girl will be wanting to be with him. They will maybe drool over him and wanted to be recognized by him but I do not think that they will be feeling the same if they ever find out that King Zen is the vampire king. He is the Rule and the reason why most of the humans are suffering.

I sure as hell that if they would be able to find that out, they will not even be wanted to be closed to him. But back to my thoughts, I still could not ever imagined a being that close to King Zen. I know that it is possible because most of the boys will take an advantage of you especially they are powerful enough to control you. And King Zen, being the most powerful creature can surely do whatever he wants to do with you.

I go to my the bathroom to a quick shower because I feel so goddamn tired, mentally. I just want to be freshen up by taking a bath. It was just a quick shower until I decided to finally sleep because I feel so sleepy.

The next morning, it is not that hard to wake up because I feel like I got a complete sleep. This is so unusual. As a teenager--I mean like most of the teenager, I used to sleep late, then wake up early. But today, right this very morning, when I have so much on my mind, I got a lot of sleep. I think myself knew that I will be needing strength to overthink that is why it gave me a complete sleep.

I heard a swift knock on the door and I could not help but groan. I do not know but I cannot control my emotion. Every time I feel so irritated, feels like I want to yell at someone. And this kind of attitude really scares me because I was just thinking that what if, what happened last night with Viola be repeated? After that incident, I already know that there is something wrong in my behavior. And it makes me doubt to have another conversation with anyone in here. I am not in a mood swing. I just feel like to do not want a talk to anyone, yet they are still bringing the worst part in me.

I tug on my hair out of frustration because I am not yet ready to get off from my bed but because someone knocks already, I need to open the door out of my will. I walk towards the door yawning. I open the door and because of the yawn that I did, my mouth gaped literally open. And I want to hide myself now--away from here because of the surprise of who was the one knocking. I immediately close my mouth when I see him frown.

I could not believe that he sees me like this. I just got woke up and have not checked on the mirror how do I look like. I grope on my eyes to check if there is something in there.

I saw the way he eyes me from head to toe so I look down to my body if there is something wrong in me. And I covered my body with my both arms as if it will be covered all. I just realized that I am only wearing a nighties and no brassiere on.

Until I saw his face flushes red. Too red that is too far from his pale complexion.