There he goes again with his ambiguous stare that causes me confusion, chest tightening and sleepless nights. I cannot understand whatever message he is trying to convey with that. His facial expressions cannot give me more clues either. I sighed in desperation and shook my head as I stared at the door and walked out of the room. I guess I cannot do anything about this for now. Unless I go and confront him about it, I would not understand what he really wants to happen.
Irene, did you not already decide that you have forgotten your feelings for this man? I chastised myself and kept my eyes on the mini kitchen. If I have to succeed in moving on from my stupid dream of marrying him, then I have to constantly remind myself that I have already decided to stop dreaming of a space in his heart.
