Aaron I couldn’t sleep so I went in search of a much needed drink, something so strong I wouldn’t be able to stand on my own two feet. I shouldn’t even think about consuming any alcohol as I was on prescribed medication, but I didn’t care. I felt a panic attack coming on and I had to take my medication but it wasn’t enough. My mind was screaming at me to stop as I drank the vodka we had straight from the bottle. It was almost eleven in the night and I knew that jake and the others were sleeping, which I should be doing as well but I was fed up with everything. I couldn’t talk to Adam without him jumping down my throat about everything. I drank some more as I felt the burning sensation from the alcohol in my body and I knew that I was about to be extremely drunk in minutes. I didn’t sto