The warm light and the sunny bright day is what I really needed today. The wind was calm and very was really comfortable around me as I, India and the guards slowly stepped down the stairs to the main garden. I see everything around me, all the single details around me was very much right there. Although I was a little scared and filled with anxiety I did feel a little bit calmer then I did before and it was all because of the nice and soothing environment around me. I knew if I had stayed in that room for a few more minutes s**t would have gone down for me.
I hold on to my beautiful white dress which had a long train behind me. I knew every step I took down the stairs made my dress drag trough the stairs with me and I was pretty sure I was personally destroying the dress with my own hand
