HeartBreak Warfare

⚠️Read "The first one" before reading this one.⚠️ Lightning strikes, inside to keep me up at night Dream of ways to make you understand my pain Clouds of sulfur in the air, bombs are falling every where It's Heartbreak Warfare. Once you want it to begin, no one really ever wins In Heartbreak Warfare… WTH? I'm telling you, life really sucks, and I thought I was alone before. Its more like deserted now. I can't trust no one, not even my own emotions. I'm not even sure why I'm still alive. I'm pretty sure, though, that there is someone in the universe toying with my strings and is making my life a total hell. Oh wait that's my family. Yeah they like to destroy my life, everything I've built and stayed away from. Its their job to make my life a total hell. Yeah for y'alls that think your parents hate you, they don't. Mine do. But this whole thing with Blake? I don't even know. One minute she loves me and the next she's my enemy? And she called me freakin' bipolar! I mean come on! What is her deal? And what is she anyway? I mean I saw her dead. She had no heartbeat no breathing, no nothing. What the hell is going on? Is she a demon, a vampire, a soulless monster? That would explain how heartless she is. Then I'm trapped her in Italy, not being able to escape. What's a man supposed to do, sit around and do nothing? Yeah right. I'll get out somehow. I think. Even if it kills me, which I'm pretty sure it will. Oh but wait till you hear this. Blake and Darius have got a thing going. I mean a sexy, flirty, make-out-in-front-of-Logan thing. It's gross. And its just not…Blake. Its not her. She doesn't do that kind of stuff, trust me I've slept with her. And she doesn't care! That's the real thing going on here! She doesn't care how much it rips me up inside! Sometimes I lock eyes with her it feels like its Blake again, but then she goes back to that slut thing. It hurts so dang bad. I can't breathe, I can't sleep, I'm nothing without her. What did I do to deserve this? "It's payback, Logan." Darius had sneered. For what? "Yeah? Game on." My heart broke once, I might as well see how far I can tear myself up before it kills me. Love sucks. I wouldn't ever recommend falling in love with a girl (or boy). I will say one thing though: it's the best thing that has ever happened to me. How's that to mess with your head? Well I hope you enjoy reading about my life, because like I've said before, I've sure had a hell of a time trying to survive it. -Logan