I desperately needed a break from all the drama. My life was being dividing into halves. There was me trying to master all the elements, and then there was me trying to manage a group of four guys. I wasn't sure I was doing either of them very well. Life was so much more difficult when the internal and the external were at odds. Guys were supposed to be easier to deal with and have half the drama. I was quickly finding out that wasn't the case. Braeden and Dash's fight had left me more confused than mad. Braeden and I had been together far too long for him to withdraw from me. Once everyone cooled off a little, I planned to pull him aside and talk through his visions and where our relationship was heading. "You're beautiful." I looked to my side and found a little girl walking toward m