Tell Me it Gets Easier: When a Relationship is Worth Saving

Chapter 6

Noah sat at his desk in his college office when someone knocked on his door. He was shocked that someone was there.

"Yeah?" He called out and his door opened to reveal Lea.

"Hey. I was just grabbing something I had left and saw the light under your door." Lea stood in his doorway.

Noah walked up to her, yanked her by the wrist, and shut the door behind her. He slammed his palm beside her head and kept his body mere inches from hers. "Let me ask you something. Have you ever had feelings for someone and ignored them? Then one day they came along and told you how they felt... and you were so happy. But then it all fell apart because they may have found someone else?"

"I- uh- um..." She couldn't think straight with him so close to her. His citrus cologne circled her and intoxicated her senses. Her knees trembled as her heart sped up faster. "Yes. Yes, I have. Right now, actually." She tangled her fingers in his soft hair and pulled him down into a kiss.

He tensed up and then sighed, giving into her advances. He picked her up against the door by her thighs and pinned her with his hips as she ran her tongue past his lips and along his.

"You don't know how bad I've wanted this. How much I've dreamed of this." Lea spoke between kisses as she tugged on his hair, pulling him away from her lips.

He peered at her through his lashes with flushed cheeks and she felt him flex between her thighs. Noah set her down and slid his hands up her thighs, causing her tight skirt to rise up and pool around her hips. Lea undid his belt buckle, his button, and his zipper as she fell to her knees in front of him.

"Wait!" Noah backed up as she was in the middle of tugging his jeans down past his hips, revealing the smooth skin above his throbbing c**k.

Lea looked up at him with parted lips and widened eyes. She let go of his jeans and slumped onto her heels as her breasts rose and fell.

"I can't do it. Not now." Noah redid his pants and grabbed his coat, leaving her on the floor.

Her heart broke as he left her panting and wanting him more than ever before.

***

Noah burst through the door of their apartment in a frantic state and found Olivia sewing a dress with Amelia in the swing asleep beside her.

"What is it?" Olivia looked at him with concern in her eyes as she was finishing up the hem.

He took the dress from her hands and scooped her up from her chair without a word.

"Noah. What about Ame- mmm." Olivia protested, when he crashed his lips down onto hers in a passionate kiss that left her breathless.

He wanted to forget Lea and her kiss. Wanted to forget what had happened. Forget what he had almost let another woman do just because he was weak. Wanted to forget that his fiancée was confiding in another model.

Noah carried her to their bedroom, never letting his lips leave hers. She moaned and tangled her fingers into his hair. The feeling of Lea's fingers hit him hard, and he deepened the kiss, trying to sidetrack his mind and bring it back to Olivia.

He laid her down on their bed and yanked his shirt up and over his head. She took in his muscular pecs and abs, causing her to catch her breath. He crawled along the bed and got between her thighs.

"Wait. Noah." Olivia pushed him away by his chest as he started to kiss along her neck and gently nibble.

He groaned and sat back on his heels, his c**k flexing against his tight jeans. "What is it?"

"You know we can't for at least another week." Olivia panted and watched his expression become one of frustration again. "The doctor said...."

"Yeah, I know what she said." Noah grabbed his shirt and walked off to the bathroom.

"I'm sorry!" Olivia called out after him and threw her palms over her eyes.

Noah slammed his shirt into the hamper and angrily undid his pants. He turned on the shower and took off his pants and boxers, putting them in the hamper to join his shirt.

He looked in the mirror for a moment with his palms on the sink. "Tell me it gets easier."

Noah groaned and slid his right hand along his hard c**k. His hand felt amazing, and he didn't want to stop. He circled his swollen tip with his thumb and teased himself as he walked towards the warm shower that was radiating steam.

He stepped inside and stood under the water with his c**k in his hand, pressing his other palm against the cold tile. He panted and looked down at the water circling the drain as he ran his hand along himself in a steady rhythm. He moaned and tilted his head back as he sped his hand up. His mind imagined Lea on her knees and how her lips had felt on his. How amazing her p***y would feel around his throbbing length, working him to the edge. He groaned louder, trying to make Olivia jealous of what she was missing.

Olivia laid on the bed and whimpered as she heard the sounds coming from their bathroom. She knew he was doing it on purpose, and it only fueled the fire. She glared and got up off the bed. She burst into the bathroom and silently shut the door behind her.

She slipped her dress up and over her head, undid her bra, and dropped her panties to the ground with it. She watched his silhouette through the frosted glass and heard him moan. Olivia opened the door and slipped inside of the shower, dropping to her knees. She moved his hand out of the way and he looked at her with parted lips as she wrapped her mouth around his swollen c**k.

Noah nearly tripped as she worked him with her tongue and mouth. She circled his tip with her tongue and peered up at him through her lashes as the water cascaded down her back. "You know just because you can't f**k me senseless... doesn't mean that I can't service you."

Noah groaned as she took him to the back of her mouth, and he braced himself against the tile behind her. "Ah, fuck."

She let him go with a pop and swirled her tongue around his head, keeping her hand moving along his hardened length. "You also... didn't need to moan loud to make me come in here and prove a point to you."

"What- makes- you think- I was do-ing that?" Noah groaned and tangled one of his hands into her dark hair, pulling her bun free as she wrapped her lips around his c**k once more.

She let him go and kept her hand moving in a fast rhythm. "Would you rather I talk or finish what you started, hot stuff?" Olivia smirked up at him and he reached down to caress one of her n*****s with a growl. "That's what I thought." Olivia went back to working him with her mouth, pressing his throbbing tip to the roof of her mouth and then releasing the pressure on it. She tilted her head from side to side until she felt him tremble and clutch at her shoulder.

"Oli- Olivia. I'm gonna- ah." He moaned and thrust into her mouth as his orgasm approached.

Amelia's cry brought Olivia out of her rhythm, and she let him go and got out of the shower to soothe her. "Got it." She wrapped a towel around her body, washed her hands, and quickly made her way to the craft room.

Noah groaned, punched the shower wall, and tugged at his hair in frustration as he finished what Olivia had tried to. His balls ached and his anger grew with each stroke of his hand.

***

Olivia picked Amelia up and cradled her. "It's okay." Olivia stuck the tip of her pinky into Amelia's mouth and smiled. "Hungry, kitten?"

She carried her off to the kitchen and Noah soon joined her. "Is she okay?"

"Just hungry. I always panic when she does that and I'm not near her." Olivia sighed and made her a bottle.

"I think that's normal, baby." Noah smirked at her which sent her heart reeling while his ached for attention.