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I decided that I wasn't losing my mind otherwise Stefaan would have told me. But what if I really was losing my mind and he wasn't just telling me to keep me out of it? I soon found myself being troubled by my own thoughts so I turned to paint.
I spent most of the day alone and painting and sketching several angles of Javier's face. He was my main subject for the day. I felt better as I drew more because I was convinced that my ability to draw from memory was back and I was glad about it. It also gave me a chance to distract myself from the situation I was in.
Although, I was also reminded of how exactly a week was left until my semester started and I had to show up just the next Monday. I needed to talk about it to papa and Brady about it and somehow convince them otherwise I was
