Abby's POV
I trudge towards my front door and reach into my pocket for my keys. It’s almost midnight now and assuming my dad is following his usual routine, he will most probably be in bed by now. It will give me an opportunity to call Ben back and clear some things up. Walking home the long way in the cold New York air was cathartic for me this evening. The way I spoke so honestly at Sadie and Cal's has left me feeling reflective of my own love life. I don’t want to end up like either of them. One so full of regrets and hidden secrets and the other so full of insecurities and sadness.
I like Ben a lot, despite my best efforts, and I need to know what all of this means. Our crazy s****l chemistry, our flirtatious banter, our affection for each other… I need to know honestly and truly i
