There was no going back, my body wouldn’t allow it and my heart couldn’t bare the thought of telling him anything but yes. I nodded subtly at first, but when that wasn’t enough I begged “please f**k me Judah, I want to.... I need to feel you”. I knew how it sounded but I didn’t care, that’s how I felt and how desperately I wanted him. He stood back for a moment, lowering his pants and my breath caught in my throat when I saw him, now questioning my decision as he smiled at my new nervousness. He kissed me softly. “We will take it slow, Angel”, he whispered as I felt him press softly against my entrance. I nodded, trusting in him completely. He ever so slowly thrust inside me, it was painful and I tensed. “Relax Angel” he whispered, his hot breath in my ear. I breathed, trying to obey his w
