Ben and I spent the next few weeks secretly meeting at various places throughout the school day and spending time at each other’s houses. Since Ben and I had spent so much time together when he and Libby were dating, no one grew suspicious. Libby still wanted to get back together with Ben. Part of her scheme involved inviting Ben and half of the senior and junior class to a huge New Year’s Eve party at her place. Libby was hoping to use the party as a way to hook up with Ben. I kept Ben informed of Libby’s scheming, and he continued to reassure me that he felt nothing for Libby.
Nevertheless, I was plagued with thoughts of Ben coming to his senses and realizing he made a mistake and going back to Libby. In my mind, there was no contest between her and me. She won every time.
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