Gianna
I sit on the edge of the bed with my head hanging down. I’ve just showered and changed into jeans and a T-shirt.
I felt deflated after Lorcan punished me through se.x for not behaving as he wanted. I don’t want to like what he does to me, but I can’t help it. My body defies my mind, and I hate myself.
I feel so used and dirty, but not at the same time. I am so confused, and I can’t stop the tears from falling from my eyes.
‘Things aren’t as bad as they seem, Gianna. I know that you’re confused about these sexua.l encounters with Lorcan. But if you said no and meant it, I don’t doubt that Lorcan would stop.’
I sniff back my emotions.
‘I believe that too, Lyra. I’ve just never been with anyone who is as demanding in the bedroom as Lorcan. I don’t understand why I like it so much
