Elena's POV
Its been two days since the incident with Ryan and I haven't seen Adrian ever since. All the things that he said to Ryan are bugging me and at the same time I'm concerned about Adrian. He has been skipping his meals for the past two days and when I asked about it to Chase, he smirked at me and asked me why I was so concerned about Adrian. Yeah, he's right why should I care if he eats or not??? Its not like he's my boyfriend...... Damn it what rubbish am I thinking!!!!!
I really tried to, but I can't stop worrying about him. Truth be told, I miss his scowling and his snarky remarks. What a weird thing to miss, right!!!! The moment he said that I'm his, something just snapped inside of me. Since then I'm feeling all these weird emotions at the fullest. I don't really know why I'm feeling like this......Maybe because I never had someone being so possessive about me. However I'm sure that this is not going to end well for me. I can feel that I will get heart broken in the end. But I still can't control my feelings for him.
Last night I had confronted Aves about her weird behavior on Sunday. But she skillfully dodged my question saying that she has to finish up her designs. Well, I'm not gonna leave her alone. I will soon make her spill everything.
Last night Josh called again asking for a date. I told him to meet me for breakfast at the cafe near our hospital, this morning. My feelings for Adrian helped me realize that I will never feel anything like that for Josh. So, I've decided to give him a closure as I don't want him to waste his time on me. Well, Aves got to know about this and she was disappointed at first. She said that I was crazy to lose a hot guy like him and that I should give him a chance, her words not mine. But when she realized that I'm one hundred percent sure about my decision, she supported me. So, she and Clara had promised to look after Iva while I'll be gone. (Clara is a 50 year old sweet lady. She has been working as a maid in the mansion for about 20 years. She is really sweet and caring and her cooking is the best)
I'm sure that my baby is going to throw a fit as soon as she realizes that I've left. But I can't delay this meeting any longer. So I got ready. I wore a baby pink floral print shirt and washed blue skinny fit jeans with white converse. I kept my hair in a high ponytail and applied my favorite strawberry lip balm.
When I came down, as usual Adrian was nowhere to be found. James and Mila were sitting on the sofa reading the newspaper. I was talking to Mila about my meeting with Josh when Chase came down ready in his suit. As soon as he saw me he asked frowning, El, Where are you off to so early in the morning???
'I have to meet a friend. His shift starts at 8. So, I need to get there before that' I said trying to book an uber in my phone.
Sweetie how will you go??? I'll ask Joe to take you there, Mila said getting up from the sofa.
'No....Mila. No need to trouble him. I'll call an uber. Its not even that far' I denied politely. But Mila didn't give up. She was trying to convince me when Chase said, Aunt, I'm going to the office. So, I'll drop her on the way.
'Don't waste your time Chase. I don't want you to be late because of me. I'll call an uber' I said trying to reason.
Did you forget that I'm the COO, woman. So, stop complaining and come with me, saying this he took my hand and started dragging me towards his car. I tried to loosen his grip, but his grip was so strong.
'Are you made of iron Chase??? What are you even eating to get this strong ??? You know what I'll call you Iron man from now on' I said giggling.
No way am I going to accept that. You can call me "The sexy hulk", he said smirking. 'Pffft...You are really delusional. James deserves that title more than you', I said winking at Mila.
Damn it woman, you just stomped on my ego. Uncle don't you think so highly of yourself. Its not true, alright....Now, shut your little mouth and come with me, saying this Chase started dragging me again. Whatever helps you to sleep, son. But I believe Elena. Afterall she's the only one who has said the obvious truth, James said laughing. I shouted Mila a goodbye on the way. I could hear James and Mila laughing behind us.
Now I'm in Chase's car on our way to the hospital. Josh just messaged me that he is waiting for me in the cafe. I was sending him a reply when Chase asked, So who is this guy that you are going to meet??? Do I know him??? (What's with these men questioning me about all the males I talk to!!!!!!)
'Its Dr.Josh. You must have seen him in the hospital. He is Iva's Pediatrician. He is actually a very close friend of mine' I said smiling .
"Close" means how close??? Like a boyfriend close??? Chase asked frowning. 'What is it Chase??? Why are you asking all these weird questions??? I asked getting confused.
Well I was just being curious. Moreover you are my friend El. So I need to look out for you, you silly girl, he said wriggling his eyebrows.
'When did Mr.Playboy become so responsible!!!! (I said feigning surprise) Well, you know that I don't have a boyfriend. But Josh has a serious crush on me and all my friends have been shipping us both since a long time. Even Aves has been pestering me to date him' I said chuckling.
Really!!!!! But do you like him??? he asked surprised.
'Of course I like him you dumbo. How else will he be my friend!!!!' I said smacking him on his arm.
Yeah, you are right. But seriously El, do you like 'like' him, you know, for a boyfriend??? he asked getting serious (What is with him today??? Does he possibly like me or what??? Ewww...I don't wanna think about that)
'Will you please stop with these questions Chase....You are now acting like a jealous boyfriend. And for your kind information, I don't like him for more than a friend. Now are you happy???' I asked giggling. Phew....I'm relieved now. I got scared for a second thinking that you've already given your precious heart to that guy when there are more deserving guys like me here, he said smirking (He's back to his flirting mode. This guy and flirting are like two sides of a coin)
'Awww......don't you think so highly of yourself Mr.Knight. I'd rather die a virgin than to fall for you, "King of one-night-stands" (That's what Aves call him)' I said laughing.
Ouch, you wound my poor heart, "mi amor", he said feigning hurt.
'Yeah, yeah tell that to those bimbos and they'll fall for it. You need way more than that to impress me, "mon amour" I said faking a French accent, which I am sure sounded funny.
Damn it El, your French sounds so sexy. You should say that in front of Adrian and he will fall head over heels for you, he said surprised.
'Stop teasing me Chase. And about Adrian falling for me, as if that's ever possible' I said scoffing.
Don't take it like that El. Every playboy has a heart. But, tell me do you want Adrian to fall for you??? You know, for real??? he asked wriggling his brows (This guy is really cunning. See how he has turned my own words against me. I don't really want to answer that question. Thankfully we reached the hospital)
'Oops, looks like its time for me to go. Thanks for the ride and see you later Chase' I said getting out of the car in a hurry.
Yeah, you got lucky for now. Don't think that I'll let you go without giving me an answer, he said challenging me.
'Yeah, lets see how you are going to make me answer that, you dumbo', I said sticking out my tongue.
Don't make me come out you silly girl, Chase said warning me.
'See if you can catch me, you hulk' I said taunting him. What the.....Chase started to open his door. Before he could do anything I ran off in direction of the cafe. I could hear Chase shouting behind me to wait and then swearing. I turned around and saw that someone had spilled coffee on him. Yeah serves you right, dumbhead.
I know that we are acting like children. But I can't help it...Chase brings out the child in me. Mila always tells us that our banters remind her of her childhood.
I entered the cafe and it was full. I saw many of my co-workers there. We always preferred eating here than in the canteen because the food here tastes so good and the price is also reasonable. I looked around and spotted Josh on one of the corner tables. He is wearing a sky blue shirt and black jeans, looking so handsome as always. Blue is his favorite colour and it compliments his blue eyes. I waved at him and walked to where he was seated. He caught me off guard by hugging me. It was not a short hug but rather a long one and then he whispered into my ears, I missed you so much Elena.
I just don't know what to do. So, I awkwardly patted him on his back and I replied, laughing nervously, 'I missed you too Josh' and freed myself from his hug (Urgh, talk about awkward...)
I got seated on the chair opposite to him. Soon the waitress brought a caffe latte for me and an americano for Josh (He knows my favorite and had ordered beforehand. How thoughtful!!!)
We talked about a lot of things. He asked me about Iva and my life with the Knights. He filled me in on everything that has happened in the hospital in the past months and how they all miss me. Yeah, I miss them all a lot too. Its been more than an hour and I was talking about my future plans when he suddenly asked me about my decision regarding our relationship. I should tell him everything today. I took a deep breath and started, 'Josh as I had told you before, I only consider you as my good friend. I denied you before because of my family. But these last few weeks made me realize that I can never have feelings for you more than that for a friend. I know that I'm hurting you Josh and I'm really really sorry for it. But please forgive me, that was never my intention.
I've met someone and to be honest, for the first time in my life I felt something special for a man. Maybe its just attraction, maybe its love. I can't even figure out what it is and its making me go crazy. But the funniest thing is, that guy is incapable of love and I'm sure that I'll get hurt in the end. But you know how stubborn our heart is. I don't know what to do anymore!!!!! I couldn't even say this to anyone. Please don't hate me Josh', I said with tears in my eyes. I didn't even dare to look him in the eyes. He has always been sweet to me and right now, I'm hurting him. How cruel am I !!!!
To my surprise, he took my hands in his one hand and with the other he held my chin and lifted up my face. He then said, Hey...don't cry Elena. I'm so happy that you are being honest with me and that you trusted me enough to share your feelings for this man. Of course I'm sad that you don't feel the same way as me. But I can never hate you. I'll always love you no matter what. You are the first girl ever to conquer my heart and who knows maybe the only one I'll ever love. But don't worry I am more than happy to be that special friend whom you trusts to share everything. So, how about you give me that beautiful smile of yours and then we can talk about this guy who stole my Elena's heart, he said wriggling his brows and I smiled at him wiping my tears (Why couldn't I love this guy!!!!!! See how he is supporting me hiding his own pain....My heart is indeed too cruel!!!!!)
I told Josh everything about Adrian and even the incident with Ryan. But to my surprise Ryan didn't even mention that he had visited me.....that's really weird. However Josh adviced me not to jump too soon into any conclusions. He suggested that I should wait and figure out my true feelings for him and that I should also wait to see how Adrian is going to react. According to Josh, Adrian may also be confused about his feelings. He's probably right or else how can he claim me as his one day and completely avoid me the next day. Also he said that I should give Adrian a chance and shouldn't let my fear come in between. However opening up to Josh made me feel so calm and I'm really happy that he didn't judge me. When I looked at my phone it was already 8:30.
'Oh my god, you are late because of me. I'm really sorry for the trouble. I didn't quite notice the time. I'm sorry....'I started blabbering.
Josh flicked my nose and said, You look so cute when you panic. Stop worrying, I have already informed the hospital that I'll be late. I really wanted to spend some time with my beautiful friend here. So, don't apologize. You are more important to me than my job. So how about we go out and talk, its getting really crowded in here. 'Yeah, you are right. Lets get some fresh air' I said standing up. Josh took my hand and led me out of the cafe. Now, I'm not at all feeling uncomfortable with his touch. Maybe its because we have sorted out our feelings. So, we sat on a bench outside the cafe. I told him about Ana's love story, Becca and Dave's relationship, Aves' crush on Ryan and how my mom is constantly forcing me to get married. This man is a saint, he listened to everything I said with a smile.
I'm a fool not to have any feelings for him. What can I say, we can't just change our heart, right??? Finally it was time for him to go. So we stood up and Josh hugged me squeezing me a little and said, I'll miss you a lot cutie.... It was a really warm hug like the ones Emma give me and this time I hugged him back. It feels so good to hear someone genuinely say that they'll miss you. 'I'll miss you too handsome' I said giggling. Wait...did you just call me handsome??? Oh man, my crush just called me handsome, he shouted to the group of guys passing by and they yelled back, Good luck bro.Your girl is really pretty. I blushed hearing this and Josh pulled my cheeks cooing, So adorable.
'Oh my God Josh, just stop embarrassing me' saying this I smacked him on his arm and he hugged me locking my hands behind. We were both laughing and playing, when suddenly someone pulled me by my waist and I stumbled back hitting onto something hard.
I looked up and saw a furious Adrian glaring at Josh. Adrian is in a dark brown suit looking dashing as always. Looks like he came here directly from his office. Adrian is holding me to his chest by my waist. I suddenly remembered that I should be angry at him. God, why do I always forget everything when I see him!!!!!! I wriggled out of his hold and stood facing him.
'What are you trying to do Mr.Knight??? Who gave you the permission to touch me???' I asked getting angry.
"I'm doing what should be done. You have a problem with me touching you when you let every other man hug you and kiss you....Isn't that a little ironic kitten???" he asked fuming.
'These other men you are talking about are my friends. But you are just my employer. So you don't have the right to touch me', I said gritting my teeth.
"He is just your friend??? But it doesn't seem like that to me and its been almost 2 hours since Chase had dropped you off, kitten. What were you doing with this so-called-friend for this long???" he asked glancing between me and Josh.
'Look here Mister, you don't have the right to interfere in my personal affairs. He maybe my friend or my lover. I don't have to make it clear to you. Also are you stalking me by any chance???' I asked snarling.
Hey, its okay. Calm down Elena, saying this Josh held me back by my shoulder. Before I could say anything that psycho pulled me towards him and my face bumped into his hard chest (Ouch, is he made of iron!!!!) Suddenly he shouted at Josh, "Don't you dare touch her. She is mine and I don't like other people touching my possessions" (Arghh.... the nerve of this man!!!!)
I pushed him away and said, 'Don't you dare yell at Josh!!!! He is my friend and for your kind information, I'm not a thing. And I don't belong to anyone. So, you better leave us alone Mr.Knight' I said seething. Adrian is looking like he will kill us any moment now. I stood there crossing my arms and glaring at him directly in the eyes (You don't scare me, you j**k.)
Our glaring contest was interrrupted by Josh. He forwarded his hands to Adrian and said, Hi Mr.Knight, I'm Dr.Josh Anderson, Elena's friend (Adrian shook his hand looking utterly confused)
Its been so long since I've met her and that's why I called her here to have a little chat. However, I was just starting to leave. She told me a lot about you and its really nice to meet you in person. Well, its time for me to report to the hospital and I must move. I hope we'll meet again under better circumstances. He then turned towards me and said, Good bye cutie. Call me if you need me (Why God, why did you make me fall for that Neanderthal instead of this gentleman!!!! I'm starting to regret my decision right now....)
'Good bye, Josh. Take care' I said smiling. He walked away waving his hands.
I looked back at the devil standing in front of me. 'Are you happy now???' I asked raising my brow. 'What cat got your tongue??? Mr.Knight, I want you to remember one thing. We don't have any relationship other than that of an employer and an employee. So, don't make any false claims infront of my friends. That the last time I didn't object to it doesn't mean that I'll always remain silent. One minute you scowl at me and the very next minute you go all Alpha male on me. So, you better figure out your problem first. Also, tell Chase that I'll kill him for snitching on me' I warned him.
I was turning to walk away when he held my hand and said, "I'm sorry kitten. Please come with me. I'll drop you home" (What does he think of himself !!!!!! He will insult my friend and I have to forgive him just like that after hearing his simple sorry. He sure is delusional!!!! )
I released my hand from his hold and said, 'I'm sorry Mr.Knight, but it doesn't work that way for me. You just humiliated my friend when all he has ever done is care for me. Still he didn't even raise his voice at you. He is a much better man than you can ever be. So, I suggest you to better apologize to him first and then I'll consider talking to you. Also I'm perfectly capable of going back by myself. So, goodbye' saying this I walked away.
I can't believe that Adrian said all of that infront of Josh. I'm sure Josh must be thinking that I'm crazy to fall for this guy. Even I myself think that I'm crazy. I can't express how scared I was to talk to Adrian like that. He really intimidates me, especially when he is in a suit. The fact that we were in the public gave me the strength to say all of that without stuttering. Well, I am not going to spare Chase for spying on me. That j**k. That's why he was so interested in dropping me off in the morning.
I finally got a cab after a few minutes. After I get back to the mansion, I'll have to give Josh a call and apologize to him. I don't want him to hate me because of this rich brat. Oh lord, what all will I have to deal with in the future!!!!
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