Rose-
I toss and turn in my bed, not being able to take today’s events out of my mind. This morning I had gotten enraged after hearing Jeremy speaking ill of me to his girlfriend, so angry that I had fought him at training. I still didn’t understand what had come over me, why had that affected me so much? And then just now at dinner, when our butler, Oscar, said he had a phone call. I knew it was her, Jessica. He almost ran out of the dining hall to go answer it. I let a sigh escape my lips as I lay on bed, staring at my ceiling. I actually had..well fun today. Seeing him fall into the mud was the funniest thing, even now I was giggling as I remember his look of irritation when he stood up, drops of mud falling from his clothing. Even irritated he looked sexy. Then my mind drifte
