Max Pov.
As I woke up everything felt like a dream, nothing of the previous days has been a treat. Just a plain nightmare. Staying in my bed looking at the ceiling like I got nothing better to do with my life is a new feeling for me. When I wake up most days I just go down the stairs to go to the kitchen and make breakfast. Except for today, today is another day of misery. Having to wake up to remember what happened is horrible. I wouldn’t want for anyone to go through this. The feeling of regret. This one time of selfishness took the most important person in my life. I always did what Miles wanted, just this time I did something for me too and looked where that got me.
Getting over this won’t be easy, but I promised Jonah that if we ever got separated I will do everything in my pow
