-Valentina- "And now?" I ask as I lie crying on the couch, under a blanket against Esmay. "Well, uhm. You have the appointment with the doctor scheduled and when you feel well again you can come to work." She says and I sigh. "And you will have to tell your family. and the father." I nod. "The father is not the problem," I sigh. "He doesn't have to want to continue with me. He has a new relationship, he doesn't need me. As long as he doesn't turn his back on his baby." I tell Esmay and she strokes my back. "Let's hope so." She sighs. The next three days I ignore my work, my mother, and the rest of my family, and today Esmay has come to pick me up and together we take the subway to the doctor. I don't want anyone to see it, so we go carefully and we change pants, jackets, a