Emma I could not concentrate knowing that he was watching me... I wanted more than anything to finally get a good sparring session in, but feeling his presence behind me made my body heat up in ways it never had before. I all of a sudden became extremely aware of how I looked and what I was doing... I suddenly regretted not changing out of my running clothes before coming here to visit... Normally a sports bra and spandex shorts were completely comfortable workout gear for me, but now I suddenly felt overly exposed... I have never been one to be self-conscious or second-guess myself. One of my favorite qualities about myself has always been my ability to approach any scenario with confidence and determination. But now, at this moment, in his presence, I have never doubted myself more th