“Don’t touch me, Xavier!” She sobs harder, this is Killing me. I go close but she revolts me, so I keep my distance, watching her cry desperately. I have never seen her like this, all I want to do is comfort her, tell her how much I love her, she doesn't know how much, my love for her is infinite, it's more than that. “ I love you please don’t go, don’t leave me,” I can’t live without her, oh goddess, my head is throbbing, she will leave me I just know. I messed up! “What is all this? A game? Why for your entertainment? s*x?” she asks looking hurt, betrayed “You don’t love me, Xavier, I was a fool to think you did.” “I was drunk and I should have told you I know but I was scared. I didn’t want you to suffer” she looks at me as if I am crazy, please don't look at me like that. “Were