misunderstood werewolf

I'm Ash, I'm 16, I have an older brother named Flash who's 17, a little sister name Tara who's 4. We have an older sister named Rachel, but she's not really in the picture anymore. My parents aren't really there for us, they never were, so we left.  We're royal werewolves, my parents want me to be their heir because of my so called "gifts", at least that's what they call it. I call it a curse, I never wanted this, I never asked for this. see we are rare creatures, we have powers, all of us, but mine are different because they have limit and nobody knows why. Me, Flash and Tara left and we live together. We aren't consider rouges since we are royalty and we use our powers to mask our werewolf scents so other werewolves don't know we're werewolves, we can't even feel the mate bond and our mate can't either.            Me and Flash go to Cleveland High School and take care of Tara. Me and Flash are quite athletic. he's the most popular guy in school and I'm no where near that, but I'm not a complete nobody. Me and Flash are on the Rollerblading team and I'm also on the Wrestling team.                One day Flash had a party, Tara spent the night at Rachel's, and I didn't really want to go down to the party and people knew I was there and were okay with leaving me alone....or so we thought. I took a shower and dried my long, curly brown hair. I went into my closet to get changed, I put on underwear a bra and a shirt that was extra big on me. I wanted to just go lay down cause I was in pain from when I got stabbed in the chest with a knife laced with extra strong wolf's bane, so my wound doesn't heal well and it hurts like hell.      I go back into my room and lay on my bed, I didn't even know someone was in my room until they got on top of me pinning my hands over my head and covered my mouth, which didn't matter since nobody would hear me scream over the extra loud music which he knew.  "Hey beautiful..." he said uncovering my mouth. "Why would you ware something like that I don't want people seeing you like that, only I can...When you dress like that I can't help myself." he said leaning down to kiss me, but i turned my head away which angered him. "what are you doing! Jackson get off of me please!" I pleaded. "Oh come on I just wanna have some fun and I know you do too." I started crying screaming for help and tried to mind link Flash and eventually got to him. I told him what was happening and he immediately ran up the stairs, causing attention from other people which ended up following him. He ran into the room, grabbed Jackson by the shirt, getting him away from me and throwing him into a wall, saying stuff, but I couldn't hear, everything went silent as i lied there curled in a ball crying. Everything was a blur and I couldn't comprehend, meanwhile everyone's angry with Jackson, nobody wants to talk to him anymore and he was kicked out. While all of that was going on friend Ethan, a very trust worthy guy that I get along with very well, was there comforting me. He pulled me into a hug, rubbing my back saying :It's okay, we're here, you're safe now." and Flash was taking care of the situation and making everyone leave my room, everyone but Ethan. Flash left as well, seeing Ethan was helping a lot and I was starting to calm down. Flash trusts Ethan, he knows he would never do anything and that it was okay to leave me alone with him. Ethan continued to hold me, rubbing my back and trying to comfort me. I finally calmed down and thanked him. He cupped my face with his hands and wiped the tears away saying "Don't worry, I'm here for you......he can't do anything now, I'll protect you...I'll always protect you" which made my heart flutter and I turned red cause I kinda like him. I so wanted to kiss him right now....I settle with just jumping into his arms giving him a huge hug, which he returned.            I finally realize how much I really love him, but what if he doesn't feel the same? I don't wanna be rejected, I really like him, it would hurt so much....but I have to tell him how I feel.....it's decided I'm gonna tell him how I feel...