perfect daughter

Janet pov: having a girl in the house would be amazing. She needed a home. Someone to Care for her, love her, She needed to be out the system. I smiled as I picked up the clothes I wanted to buy for Sonia. This would look very pretty on her. I thought to myself, hoping she would like it. Walking in the line to pay for my stuff. I couldn't stop thinking about Sonia. To get her from the hospital. So she can come to her new home. All I wanted was for her to be love and happy. Every girl should have their happiness. All eyes turned towards me. OH MY Gosh!!!! You could hear the people screaming. A crowd of people running towards towards me sounding like a stampede a heard of Elephant. Sometimes the fans can be like ratchet monkeys going on a crazy rampage to attack me. I could see myself falling to ground getting hurt something. I know my fam loves me. But they can be a little overrated. It still overwhelmes, the feeling is like being attack by a mob of people that gonna football tackle you. Hurrying up I paid for my stuff and ran for the door. But then it was blocked by the fans and paparazzi. There was no way for me to get out. What am I supposed to do ? I thought to myself I just needed to get back to Sonia right now. DAMNIT! I said out loud. Till I felt someone tugging at my shirt sleeve. I turned around and noticed that child she looked like she was about 10 years old. I smiled at her, would like an autograph? I said to her. But she just shook her head and kept pulling on my sleeve. I think she wanted me to go somewhere with her. I still couldn't help from staring at the crowd people. My body felt as if it was frozen. I couldn't move a step and yet this little girl was still pulling on my sleeve. My bodyguard wasn't with me at all, the people from outside was chanting my name. I felt myself getting another anxiety attack. Come on Ms. Jackson let's go. I heard the girl Said again as I felt myself begun to get dizzy. The whole ceiling begun to spin or was it just me? I looked back at the kid and smiled. Come on Ms. Jackson. She said again, I know a back way out. But the more I try to move the more I felt lightheaded. I ran towards the back way. Then all of a certain I felt myself falling to the ground as if everything was moving in slow motion. Just before my body hit the ground I felt someone catching me as my eyes closed. He ran off with me to his car and sitting me in the front seat of his car. The noise was so loud it had my head spinning. Who told these people I was even here? Maybe someone who works in the mall I thought to myself. After I woke up I looked around as I turned towards the guy looking at me. His was almost white just like Jasper from twilight. If you say, I would've said he kinda looks like Jasper hale. The way his face looks like an angelic Angel from the heavens. His muscles was big I could see it right through his shirt. Oh my Lord ! Why am I thinking this way? I'm already to my husband. I just turned my head looking out the tinted car window. Then I thought my husband doesn't really love me. He wants to take control of everything. Then I felt a tear Fall from eyes. And that's when I started to have all the flashbacks as my heart begun to race with fear. I could feel myself having another anxiety attack. I try so hard to control this, I felt the guy who helped me staring straight at me. But my flashbacks kept coming back over and over. I could hear my husband calling me bitches, hoes, and slut. My mother even left because of him and how rude he was acting towards my mother. She the strongest person I known for my entirely life. She take s**t from no one. Why was I still letting this man control me and emotionally hurt me? What did I really saw him? I thought to myself over and over again. As I felt the guy who was driving the car touching my leg. I felt the shivers going down my spine. I never even got this guy name. Let alone I'm in the car with totally stranger. But his hand was soft and smooth to the touch. I felt myself begun to calm down. My own husband never got me to calm down so easily like this. I was trying to ask you where were you trying to go Ms. Jackson? I turned and looked at the guy smiling. To the hospital I said in a low tone voice as he looked deep into my eyes. It was as if he was staring into my soul. Visiting someone ? If I may ask. Yeah Sonia I'm going to be keeping her for awhile. His pretty white teeth, smile, the way he kept looking at me. I was screaming in my mind. Then I realized, my husband and I was already getting a divorce. So would it still matter that I wanted to kiss this guy ? What if he already got someone. Sexy thing like that should always have a girl. Then I saw no ring on his finger. He must be single. Just my luck too. I guess I'll be the one asking him out just every other guy I ask. By the way Ms. Jackson. The way he said my last name was sexy. I turned and looked at him, yes is everything ok? Of course Ms. Jackson. I was just gonna ask if I could take you out when you get a chance? WOAH!!!! My mind was just screaming to myself. Did he really just asked me? I thought to myself. I didn't even know what to say. I never had a guy to ask me out before. It's ok if you don't want to Ms. Jackson. Yes, I said without thinking twice. I would love to but you never told me your name. I said blushing a little too hard. How rude of me. I'm Jasper. The way he said his name. Was a soft gentle sweet voice. He didn't make feel uncomfortable. He told jokes to make me laugh. I was wishing this would last forever. I wasn't even sure after this if I would ever see him again. I thought about it over and over again. I watched his lips as he talked to me. I wonder what his lips taste like and how it would feel on my lips? I could imagine his tongue going in my mouth as both our tongues dancing around in each other's mouth. Damn I thought to myself. I'm so turned on now by his sexiness. That I didn't even hear a word he just said to me. I just wanted to kiss his lips. I wanted him to put his hand down my pants and finger me. I wanted him to lick my p***y and make me scream his name. Was I even wrong for thinking like this? I thought to myself as I dropped my head down once again. Feeling stupid just from thinking that. Just then I felt a hand touching my leg. Hey sweetheart you ok? He said to me. I smiled, looking up at him. "I'm cool" you didn't see like it cause you didn't hear a word I said to you. Jasper said as he looked at me. I'm sorry I was just thinking. I replied back to his question. We here now Ms. Jackson. Just call me Janet. Ok Janet he smiling at me as I got out the car. I could feel that he was looking at my ass. Oops I dropped something. As I bend over more letting him see my ass as I picked up my purse. Um, thank you so much for dropping me off here. Anytime, anyplace, girl no need to thank me. If you need a ride back I'll take you home. I think I could manage from here. I said with a smile on my face. I knew I wouldn't mind him taking me home. But my husband would've been so pissed off with me. I wasn't even a allowed to have any friends men's around unless they were gay. I walked down the hallway of the hospital. Everything was so quiet it kinda of scared me. Hospital had always been a scary place to me. Once I turned the corner I walked straight into Sonia room. I was glad to see her as a smile when across my face. I could tell she was happy to see me too. Hi Ms. Jackson Sonia said back with a tear in her eyes. "I sit next to her," I thought you wasn't coming back for me. It felt forever that you were gone. I rubbed my hand across Sonia face letting her know I wasn't leaving her and that I was happy bringing her home with me. I wanted Sonia to know that I cared for her and that she's an amazing girl. Just know my dear I wouldn't leave you. Know that I'll keep you safe away from dangerous. Just then I saw her smiled again. An innocent child just looking for a better home and for someone to care for her. The doctor came in along with the police officer. I felt nervous as hell, my mind started to wonder if they don't let me take her in for the time being? I thought to myself. I wasn't even thinking about how my husband would feel about this. Please let me stay with Ms. Jackson officer. I heard Sonia said to the officer. I would take good care of her. I'll have everything she needs. I noticed that officer was thinking this over and over again. I could feel my heart pounding as Sonia grabbed my hand. You can keep her until the time being till everything is set up in the order. I just hope you know what you getting yourself into Jackson. The officer said to me with a Stern voice. I nodded my head, I'll be fine I can handle this. It won't be no trouble at all. I'm for sure Sonia and I will have lots of fun together. Especially with my son Eissa I said with a big smile going across my arms. I was giving the papers to sign as I signed my name on the dotted line to take Sonia home with me.