My Best Friends Mistress

Chapter Six - Regret

Callie’s P.O.V

I woke feeling like someone was pounding down on my head with a hammer over and over again. I felt like I had a construction site in my head with the way it was thudding. Why do I let myself drink that much? I know I am in bed for two days after it cause I can’t handle it the way I used to be able to when I was a teenager. Then all of a sudden my hangover was the last thing on mind. I f****d my best friend last night...my married best friend. Oh my God, what was I thinking? Yes, it was incredible who knew he was such a good lover? I felt between my legs throbbing at reminders of that last night. I was quick to squeeze my thighs together. This was not the time to get turned on. How did it even happen? We have not even as much as kissed and then last night we had s*x? Wtaf? What is wrong with me? I slowly opened my eyes, seeing he was still naked and sound asleep next to me...shit! This would have been better if he went home before I woke up. How exactly am I meant to act now? I feel him stir and groan, telling me he was awake and feeling as rough as me.

“Um...morning,” I whispered pulling my knees to my chest and hugging them. 

“Morning.” He said like he normally does. 

Soon enough he was sitting up, 

“f**k! We had s*x last night didn’t we?” He said sounding as confused as I was. 

“Yup.” Was all I managed to get out?

Really Callie? Yup? That is all you could come up with? I have had one night stands, that isn't new to me but none of them was with my blooming married best friend.

“s**t! Why did we let that happen? I have never cheated on anyone in my life and then I cheated on Kate with you Callie. My best friend I have not even as much as kissed.” He said running his hands through his hair.

He was clearly feeling guilty and so was I. Yes, I hate Kate but I have never had s*x with a married man that is my one rule....that is a big no for me.

“I don’t f*****g know.” I groaned. 

“That can’t happen again.” He said. 

“I know that. It blooming shouldn’t have happened at all.” I said

“I am gonna go. Can we forget this ever happened please?” He said climbing out of the bed. 

Without meaning to I let out a loud groan when I see him naked...shit! Really bad timing.

“Yes, we can.” I said

A silence surrounded the room as he found his clothing, pulling them on.

“I will text you. I need time to get my head around this. We should stay away from each other for a few days. Sorry, Callie but it is for the best.” He said. 

I nodded, agreeing with him and with that he walked away. I have never felt so bad in my entire life. I can’t believe I let this happen. Why did we not stop it? I hear him slam my front door behind him. I honestly don’t know if we will come back from this, surely we can. We have been best friends for years, surely one drunken mistake can’t change that right? I wish I could talk to someone about this but I can’t. Yes, our friends are always saying we should be together but I don’t think they will appreciate us having a drunken one night stand when is married.

I lay back down, pulling a pillow over my face and screaming into it. I grabbed my phone, texting him and after that, I will give him the space he needs.

Callie: I really am sorry Asher. I hope we can get by this. I just wanted to tell you that, now I will let you be until you are ready to talk xx

I stared at it for the next ten minutes before actually having the guts to send it to him. I eventually did, not sure if he would text me back or not. I have never felt this guilty in my entire life. I can only imagine how he is feeling. He is the one that is married after all. I felt my phone vibrate against my chest, grabbing and was surprised to see it was from him. 

Asher: I am sorry too Callie. We will be OK, I promise Bambi. I just need time to think and get my head around it. I will talk to you soon xx

Callie: I get it. Take all the time you need Ash xx

Him calling me Bambi gave me some hope. I groaned, running my hands through my hair before deciding to move out of bed and get a shower…wash the shame away, well try. I stood up, hissing at the slight pain between my legs. I think we got a little hard and rough last night. It was good at the time. I am sure I was bruised which I do not mind but I need to get last night out of my head completely…try forget like it never happened like he asked. Yeah right, like that is gonna happen?

I switched the shower on, looking at myself in the mirror as the shower heated up. I had that after s*x glow…you know the one you get after amazing, hot s*x? Yes, that one…damn it! Like I need another reminder of last night. My hair was messy too. I let out a frustrated groan before pulling away from the mirror and stepping into the shower. I sighed, my body relaxing as I felt the warm water slide over my body. I stood there and without trying, flashbacks of the last night started playing in my head. 

I closed my eyes over, trying to get them to stop but I couldn’t. The thoughts were getting me all hot and bothered. What is wrong with me? Was I not feeling ashamed only ten minutes ago? I whimpered to myself as the flashbacks started flashing in my head quicker. Damn it! I was turned on at the thought of it. This cannot be happening. I cannot be thinking this was about my best friend but I couldn’t help it. He was so good…three months of no s*x for him had built up and put on me, it was incredible. I opened my eyes, getting myself and my hair washed, humming away to myself, trying to get rid of all these thoughts once and for all.

I got myself out the shower as quick as I could, deciding no matter how hard my head was pounding I would tidy up. I put some music on and act like everything was alright…act like I never had hot s*x with my married best friend last night.