my roommate and I

CHAPTER FIVE

                                                        BRANDON’S POV

          ****WARNING MATURE CONTENT****

         I didn’t know that Brian was coming to the same club as me, guess news travels fast. When Jason told me he wants to invite Brian and his friends over, I was totally against it, not that I have issues with Brian or his friends, it’s just that lately, I haven’t been able to concentrate around Brian, it’s like my emotions were playing a fast run on me. Before I could stop Jason from calling out to Brian to come over, he was already waving out to them, damn that dude is so fast. I saw Brian and his friends approaching our table were we were sitting and I felt really uncomfortable, we all exchanged greetings and they sat at the other end of the table, Jason been the Mr nice guy poured them some drinks and the conversation started.

        Brian was so cute when he laughs and how cute his eyes and lips were. I kept staring at him from his head to his feet especially his lips, I imagined what it would be like to have my lips lock with his and have him wrapped around me. I have been through couples of relationships and they were all girls and this is my first time feeling this way towards the guy, few of my relationships were all ups and down, some cheated on me, some I broke up with them and while some did the breaking up, they all had the same complaint that I wasn’t committed and that I don’t know how to love and I don’t understand the mean of love. I thought love was when a boy and a girl went on a date and have a couple of hot steaming s*x, that’s was my idea and perfect definition of love until I met Brian, I felt this urge to always protect him from harm's way or from the world and each time I am with him my heart race very fast and I seriously could not comprehend what was happening to me. Brian chuckled brought me back from my thinking. What’s with this boy that’s making me act so weird and different, what’s about him that kept me attracted to him, I kept staring at him why I was lost in thoughts. Nah I can’t be gay, I am Brandon the school most sexiest man and the captain of the football team. I have all women wrapped around my fingers, maybe I am just confused about the whole thing because we stay in the same room and we do almost everything together, that’s why I am attracted to him nothing more. I need to leave here to clear my mind, having Brian close by ain’t helping me think straight.

           “ Hey Jason, I need to use the restroom. I will be back soon.” I whispered to Jason 

           “ Sure, just be quick okay so you won’t miss out on the fun” Jason replied me as he gulped down his glass of alcohol. I stood up and went straight to the restroom. After relieving my self, I washed my hands and head out of the restroom and close to the table we were sitting I saw Essabella with her friends dancing and drink, Essabella was the girl who had a crush on me right from first grade, I smiled to my self perfect timing to test my self if I am turning gay or I am still straight. I walked up to her and tapped her  by her shoulder, she was surprised to see me here

            “ Oh hi Brandon, what brings you here,” she asked while opening her hands wide for a hug

             “ I was bored so I decided to come to dance my night out” I replied her while walking into her open hands for the hug

              “ Same here, who are you here with? date or friends?”  Essabella asked me

              “ Friends, actually Jason dragged me here”.

               “ Hahaha, I see, hmmmmmmm this is awkward. My the guy I have a crush on right from the first grade is standing right in front of me and I really don’t know what to say” she said while folding her hair. I guess she was nervous to see me

               “ Then tell me what you want to do to your crush and I will grant you the wish, I am willing to offer my self to you “ me been the romantic guy,  I am very good with words that can sway a woman 

               “ Stop joking with me Brandon, you are such a teaser ”

                “ What if I wasn’t joking with you, what if I am serious “

                “ Then you must be silly “

                “ well let’s see how Silly I am “ I took a step forward and this time we were so close that I could feel her breath on my skin. I look past her to see Brian coming out of the restroom and his eyes were searching everywhere and I guess he was probably looking for me because he had this worried expression on his face, when our eyes finally met, I quickly grabbed Essabella by her waist and pulled her in for a kiss, at first she didn’t return the kiss because I knew she was shocked but when she saw I deepened the kiss while the both of my hands were wrapped around her waist she responded to the kiss. I did that to make Brian know that I wasn’t gay and that I was straight. I was so lost in the kiss that I forgot everything around me because our tongues were fighting each other, I bit her lower lips, then her upper lips and then I suck on her tongue before kissing her the normal way, I finally was about to break the kiss and look towards the direction I once saw Brian, I couldn’t find Brian where he was standing before, I knew what I did was wrong I just wanted him to see, the wait was he the one I was trying to convince that I was straight or my self. Now I am fully aware that I was straight because my member was extremely hard on like a rock just by kissing Essabella. I told her to wait for me why I go tell my friends I won’t be going home with them. I hurriedly left Essabella and me, enemy, straight  to our table, on getting there I saw no sign of Brian and his friends, then I decided to ask my friends there where about

               “ Hey, where did Brian and his pal went to?” I asked

               “Jane told us that  Brian was sick so they have to go back and she apologised to us, truth be told, he looked upset rather than sick” Mike answered my question 

               “ Okay, guys I won’t be going back with you, I am planning on having a long night with Essabella “

               “ Ooh, wow the hot cheerleader captain right,” Asked Jason 

               “ Yeah she is the one, so don’t  worry about and just have fun, I will get a cab to the dorm in the morning, catch you guys later,” I said while waving them goodbye, I went to meet Essabella and I saw her dancing and smiling at me , I approached her and whispered to her ears

                “ Wanna get out of here,” I asked her

                 “ Sure, where to?” She asked me

                 “ My friend's place is not too far from here and luckily for us, he travelled, so we can have the whole place to ourselves, so who do you say?”  I asked her looking so anxious because my other member was hard as a rock and I needed to help him as quickly as I can

                   “ I will say yes, let’s go,” she said while holding on to my arm so tight, I led the way while she followed me still holding on to me. Luckily for me, someone was just getting off the cab and I quickly rush into the cab before someone will beat me to it. Essabella entered after me and the cabman drove off, the drive was 1 hour and by then I was wishing the car could fly to our destination so that I can get down to business. We finally got to our destination, we both came down and I paid the cabman. I held Essabella by her hand as we walked to the entrance of the house, the moment I opened the door Essabella bounced on me kissing me while removing my top, tongues fighting each other, I broke off the kiss then I connected my mouth to her neck,  I tried my best to pleasure her by kissing her sweet spots around her neck, Essabella made a soft moan “more Brandon, I want more” she pleaded. I continued sucking and kissing her neck, while her hands were all over me from my chest to my hardened member. She kept using her hands to rub my clothed member, while it responded by growing harder and bigger. She slowing opened my trouser and freed my c**k while using her hands to pump it up and down in a fast movement. A moan escaped me

                     “ Keep doing this Bella and I won’t be able to control my self” I grunted out

                     “ Then go all wild,” she said while she increased her pace on my c**k. I removed one hand from her waist  and wrapped it around her throat loosely while pushing her backwards till her back hit the wall

                     “ I was planning on taking you slowly and showing you pleasure, but now I am going to f**k you so hard that all you can say is the name at the top of your tongue,” I said with a low moan escaping my mouth, I picked her up and took her to the bedroom dropping her on the bed while I climbed on top of her, I kissed her again as my hands slid underneath her dress and pulled down her panties raising her legs to pull it off her completely, I slid one finger into her and she was already wet, I guessed it was from the kissing. I increased the pressure of my finger inside her while using my other hand to grab and rub her clothed boobs

                       “ Ha———-Brandon I need more” she moaned out while begging for more. I nodded as I slid two fingers in and I increased the pace of my thrusting and then I added the third then the fourth fingers and double the increased of my thrusting, this time she was a mess as she begged me to put my d**k into her, I continued thrusting in and out of her with my fingers. I removed my hands and decided it was time to strip her naked completely, I removed the gown and I was so happy she wasn’t wearing a bra, I looked into her eyes and I could see the begging and longing for me to f**k her. I bend my head low as I claimed her lips again with mine, then her neck then I trace kisses all over her body till I got to her p***y. I slowly started licking it at first then I used my tongue to f**k her while rubbing her c******s with my other hand

                “ Brandon. Ah aha ha aha, hmm, faster, faster please, I need you right now” she pleaded has her hands were grabbing my hair. I continued f*****g her with my tongue, I knew she was close to her climax and I am not about to let that happen because I want her to c*m when my d**k was deep inside her hole while f*****g her. I removed my mouth from her cunt and claimed her lips with mine again, this time the kiss was slow and my hands were playing with her n*****s, her n*****s were hard to my response, I continued playing with them and then I sucked and bit it a little and then suck it again moving from one n****e to another

                “ Stop the torment Brandon and put it in” she cried out

                “ Not yet darling” I quickly turned my position into a 69 position my legs were close to her head while my head was close to her legs 

                “ Suck me now” I commanded her, then I continue with my sucking of her cunt. Her wet lips on my c**k sent a shiver through my body, she went slowly at first then fast and faster like she was licking some lollipop. When I felt my climax I quickly removed my d**k from her mouth

                “ Are you go to f**k me now and save me from the torment?” She asks me

                 “ Okay you asked for it,” I said as I quickly took off my trousers and boxers and balanced my self on top of her holding my member with one hand, then I started sliding it in, slowly she opened up to me and swallowed my member in, I bent forward and claimed her mouth

                “ Now I am going to move, hold on to me tighter, “ I told her as I withdraw my member and plunged into her again, I did the same thing over and over again, slowly I slipped out and thrust violently into her p***y and then slowly pull out and then thrust into her again

                “ f**k Bella you are tight, I can’t go on the pace I want to. I am scared of hurting you “

                “ Brandon, it’s okay, f**k me the way you want to”

                 “ Okay” I thrust into her this time while I increased my pace, her p***y was so sweet and it felt like I was boring a hole, I continued thrusting into her violently and with each thrust, she would moan and beg for me to f**k her harder And faster. I bent down to suck her n****e while one of my hand-balances my weight on the bed and the other hand was rubbing her c******s as I continued thrusting in and out of her. I flipped her around in a doggy position and I entered int her, I held her waist tightly as I drove in and out of her with all my strength, she moans so loud and said she enjoyed and love this position which made me increased the speed of my thrusting into her. I could my climax coming and I continued thrusting harder and faster

                   “ Where do you want me to c*m Bella, “ I asked her her

                   “ c*m inside of me, please Brandon inside of me” she replied with a loud moan

                    “ Are you safe”

                    “ Yeah hundred per cent safe, o-oo please f**k me harder Brandon pleaseeeeee, I am about cumins” she pleaded 

                    “ I drove in and out of her p***y as my climax was coming closer, we were both moaning loudly and with one last thrust I spill my seeds into her, I totally drained of strength  I collapsed on the bed holding her close to me, we both slept together 

                                            BRIAN’S POV

         After seeing Brandon kissed that girl at the club, I felt my my whole world crumbling down to pieces, I hated this pain my heart was feeelinh, this wasn’t a physical pain, nope this was an emotional pain, the kind of pain you can’t explain to any one, I hung my head down as Jane held me close on the bed, David sat at the edge of the bed observing me.

         “ Brian when we get back, you can’t stay stay in the same room with him from the time being, come stay with me and my roommate, my roommate is hardly in you know that yourself, till you are  are over him and this emotional pain” David suggested to me

          “ I angry with David on this one or you can come stay with me since I rented  the whole dorm to my self and I got two beds , you can lie down on one of the beds”Jane replied

           “ Can we just stay together in your room Jane, the three of us together,  atleast with the three of us I won’t be bored or I won’t tjink too much” I suggested 

           “ Sure why not, it will be fun” Jane said and David modded

           Jane kept on patting me at my back and I felt tears building up and I excused my self to the bathroom so as not to disturb my friends or bother them  anymore with my tears.  I put on the shower and quickly stripped off my clothes and stood under the  shower while I cried my eyes out, when I was done crying I turned off the shower and put in my clothes , I walked into the room to see my friends staring at me 

             “ What?” I asked

            “ Nothing, but why are your eyes red” David Asked

             “ Nothing, it’s because I am a little tired. I just want to go to bed and get some rest” I said as Lay in the bed

            “ You know you will be fine, and you will get over this and find a better guy than Brandon” David said trying to cheer me up

          “ I no longer care about Brandon, it was a stupid crush and feeling from the beginning. What was I expecting from a straight guy, why will a straight guy like him like some one like me when he was obviously into girls. He doesn’t like me, he just  sees me as a friend, he likes the girl I know nothing about. If he has am ought of like for me he, he would have told me a long time. So please can we change the topic. I am tired and I want to sleep, I don’t want to think about it” I didn’t mean to lash out at David like that, I was just sad and angry and I hated Brandon for causing me this pain

         “ I am sorry David, I-I-I-I- just- d- don’t” i stammered not knowing what to say to David

          “ It’s okay Brian, I totally understand you” David said while smiling at me, I sent a fake smile back at him and lay back on the bed but my mind kept on wishing that Brandon returned my feeling and love me back, so that we can date and be a couple, I kept on having those thoughts till I drifted off to sleep