Today been Christmas watch night, December 24th, less than 12 days before the resumption of school and still I haven’t heard from Duke. How am I going to face him when school eventually resumes and the first week of resumption, a welcome back party was always held at the university, where we get to exchange gifts and have various activities going on, how do I face him to give the gifts I bought for him and also get to talk to him about the situation and try to win him over as my friend. I know the pain her is passing through now because currently I am going through the pain but I don’t want to tell him I love him back when I don’t and then I will get to hurt him later on, I rather just stick to this than hurting him and having to regret it all the rest of my life, I won’t be able
