my roommate and I

CHAPTER SEVEN

   I woke up feeling exhausted, then I checked the time on my phone it was 10 am. It’s time for me to go back to my dorm to face Brian and what’s awaiting me. I am pretty sure he will be angry with me because I never told him about Essabella. It just happened and I don’t even plan on dating Essabella I just wanted to test my self and see if I was still attracted to women or I am becoming gay because of Brian. I know he will probably think I am dating her and I hide it from him since we came up with the ideas of no secrets between us. Thanks to the hot night with Essabella I was able to realise that I wasn’t gay and I was definitely straight still attracted to sexy, pretty and beautiful ladies and last night was freaking amazing best s*x ever. I turned my body in her direction and she was still fast asleep and she looks like an angel when she sleeps, I really don’t blame her for sleeping till now because last night I knew I exhausted her so much after going more than three rounds with her, I leaned forward and kissed her forehead

      “ Hmmmmm, Goodmorning Brandon” she greeted me as she stretched her hands upwards exposing her breast from the duvet “what time is it?”

       “ Goodmorning gorgeous, it’s 10:15 am, we still got a lot of time. Why don’t we try something else since you took your time just now in seducing me? We can go another round” I said leaning over to kiss her lips 

        “ No, we don’t. I have cheer practise by 12:30 pm and I need to get ready on time and prepare our practice schedule, since you know I am the captain and all the choreography steps has to come from me and me alone” she said as she stood up from the bed ignoring my lips that were closed to her

       “ Yeah, Yeah sure I understand,” I said to her as I rolled my eyes, I wasn’t angry, I was just disappointed because my other member was excited by her breast and now we won’t be getting anything or attention from her. “ Why don’t you go take your bath and I will call a taxi to come to pick us up”

      “ Yeah that will be great” she leaned forward to kiss me on my lips as she heads towards the bathroom. I sat up on the bed, took my phone from the table and dialled a cabman number to come to pick us by 11 pm since it’s an hour drive back to the dorm and we got like 30 minutes to dress up before the cab arrives. When she came out of the bathroom she was fully dressed, I hissed and went straight to the bathroom without looking at her even though she was trying to bring up a conversation, I just ignored and went into the bathroom to bathe and get dressed.

     The taxi arrived at exactly 11 am and we both entered the taxi and out quiet journey back to the hostel  (dorm) began. I had no idea why I don’t have words to say to her since we spent the night together having s*x, my Brain was completely blank and it was so weird and awkward inside the taxi. I told the driver to drop me at my hostel, I just wanted to leave first because I wasn’t comfortable anymore around Essabella. The driver pulled in front of my dorm, I paid the taxi man and told Essabella that I will giver a call later in the evening when she was done with her rehearsal. She whispered okay and blew me a kiss as the driver sped off. I was a bit hungry so I went straight to the cafe closed by and brought some cake and ice cream which I ate hastily because I knew Brian would be in the room and I want to see him and his reactions because I knew he definitely saw me yesterday night when I was kissing Essabella and then I have to explain things to him that it was just a one-night thing. Though I am going to skip the s*x part Brian doesn’t have to know that aspect.

    I hasten my steps as I walked towards the direction of our room and opening the door, I saw Brian with luggage and a backpack on his back and I was shocked and confused at the scene playing before me. Then I relieved a sign, thank God  Essabella didn’t accept the morning s*x because if she had accepted it I won’t have been able to see Brian and I would have missed him. He looked shocked also to see me, I guess he wasn’t expecting me back so soon, he stood there staring at me without uttering any words, then he bent his head in form of a bow, clenched his hand on his luggage and was about leaving me. Wait was he planning to leave like that without saying anything, without telling me where he is going to and who he was going to see and why he packed his luggage. So many questions kept popping up in my head and right now all I have to do is demand answers from him and I won’t let him leave until I get my answers. I quickly held his hand that was clenching the luggage as he was about opening the door

       “ Let go of my hand Brandon,” he said with anger in his voice and also on his face as he tried to pull his hand from my grasp 

       “ Why did tone Brian? Did I do anything wrong?. What’s with the luggage?” I asked him

       “ No you didn’t do anything wrong” he replied me while facing me and still clenching onto the luggage 

       “ Then what’s with the luggage and where are you going to with it?”

         “ I am going over to Jane’s place in preparation for the exam coming up next month”

        “ You didn’t tell me you had a plan to stay over at Jane’s place”

         “ It just came up”

          “ Fine Fine it just came up let’s assume that Brian. Besides That, Brian since when do you go over to a friend’s house in preparation for the exam, this is our third year together and I haven’t seen you going over to a friend’s place to sleep because of an exam. We always studied together and tackle difficult questions together. So why the change of plans?” I asked looking all confused 

        “ It wasn’t my intention, Jane and David planned everything, it wasn’t what I planned or intend doing. So since they planned it I decided to go ahead with the plan”

        “ Call them and tell them you are not going. Cancel the plan”

        “ Why should I cancel the plan, because of what?”

       “ Because I said so and I don’t want you to leave”

        “ Why Brandon, why don’t you want me to leave. You have your friends also that can study with you”

         “ Nothing I don’t just want you to leave and Yeah I got my friends to study with and that’s true, though we offered some courses together they ain’t in the same department with me, you are my coursemate. We are meant to study together and tackle the questions together as we have always been doing” I yelled at him

         “ Well, things changed Brandon. Everything doesn’t have to remain the same as it has always been. We grow Brandon and that’s part of maturity. So please can you step aside you are delaying me, David and I are meant to meet up at Jane’s room by three and it’s past three and I am late” he said as he showed me the time on his wrist 

          “ Okay fine, since you chose to leave me. How long will you be gone?. How long will you be staying at Jane’s place”

         “ I am staying there for two to three weeks I think. It might exceed more than three weeks I am not that sure “

          “ WAIT, WHAT!!!!!!!” I shouted out “ isn’t that too much, what will you be doing there”

          “ It’s not too much and we will be studying. Why the f**k are you raising your voice at me. You ain’t my elder brother to determine where I stay or when I should sleep out or not,  or neither are you, my boyfriend. So please get your priorities straight”. He yelled back at me

          “ Yeah you are right, I am neither your boyfriend or your brother. I am a friend who is concerned about you”

       “ No need to be concerned  about me, I am not going away with a stranger, I am just going over to my friend’s place and you know the person”

      “ Yeah you are right, I am sorry for overreacting, you can go now,” I said while leaving the road for him to leave

      “ Thank you,” he said as he walked by me without glancing in my direction or even turning back as he closed the door behind him.

    This wasn’t what I wanted or I expected. I wanted him to ask me who was the girl? And why I was kissing her? and I had to leave them alone for a very long time at the club? And where I spent the night? And with who did I spend the night with?, all this was what I was expecting from Brian and  Not this event that just happened, he felt like a complete stranger just now, this is the first time I am seeing this part of Brian and it hurts me to know that I might be the person that ignited the fire. I felt hurt as I went straight to my bed, lying flat on the bed and holding my pillow close to my chest I thought of ways on how to explain to Brian and made him see reasons with me and that the girl meant nothing to me.