my roommate and I

CHAPTER ONE

         Brian came back from his normal morning exercises which is jogging to find his roommate Brandon, sitting on his reading chair facing the wall shirtless, with his black sweats hanging loosely off his waist. Brian tried not to focus on him.

          Brandon knew his roommate was gay and the thing he doesn't know was the fact that Brian was in love with him. Brandon has no problem or issues with the fact that Brain was gay.

           Brian is a small boy, with black long hair and a pointed nose, he has a statue of a woman, the colour of his eyes was blue and he has cute facial features.

             Brandon glanced over at Brian from his sitting position when he notices Brian staring at him, Brandon raised an eyebrow and Brian quickly averted his eyes as he walked towards his bed to drop his phone and headphone on his bed.

             Brandon is a muscular guy, with a well fitted 11 abs and a toned arms and legs. he is well known around the campus and he is very popular because he is the captain of the football team. he is very handsome and he has a blonde sort wavy hair, the colour of his eyes are black.

          " you gonna get dressed or something?." Brian asked Brandon glancing in his direction

          " Yeah, yeah, yeah sure I will," Brandon answered. Brian stuttered and scolding himself for acting like a fool and staring at his crush for long until he was caught.

            Although Brandon did not have an idea to the feelings that Brian had for him and thou Brian was gay he didn't mind having him around and be close to him because Brian is someone who understands him more than his friends. He like Brian as a friend but sometimes he doesn't understand himself whenever he was alone with him.

            Brandon could not help staring at him and lost in his gaze, Brian noticed him staring at him thought Brandon was judging him from been gay and then he hurriedly went to the bathroom and locked the shut.  He was shocked and surprised on the behaviour that Brian just showed, he wanted to go knock on the door but he remembered he had a class that morning and he was almost late, with the constant calls from his friends, he has to hasten his movement, he quickly wore his clothes so that he can meet his friends before they nag him to death.

               When Brian noticed Brandon has left the room, he came out of the bathroom, got dressed and styled his hair and then left the dorm room to go meet his friend David in the same dorm. Brian walked up to his friend room and knocked at the door

          " Hey Dave, you ready. We are going to be late," shouted Brian

          " I am ready, you are going to wake everybody up with your loud voice. Why are you yelling," replied David as he came out to meet Brian and they both set off to class, talking about assignments and PUBG as they walked?

              After 15 minutes walk from the dorm to the university building, Brian stopped at the door of his class. He waved goodbye to David, Brian first class today was mathematics and he hated mathematics especially calculus that was the only subject Brian did poorly in while the rest subjects he always aces it with A'S. Oh did I forget to mention that Brian is a very brilliant boy, same with Brandon?

             Brian walked into his classroom and sat on his chair, right on time before Miss Valerie walked in, his mathematics lecturer. He could not understand a thing she was saying, so he decided to rest his head and then he slept on.

        " sleeping in my class again Brian Phillips." Miss Valerie said sharply waking Brian up with a gulped. He liked Miss Valerie bu he hated her course and he teachings because he could not understand what she was teaching.

         " Oh, I am so sorry ma'am." he sighed, running a hand through his messy long hair. She rolled her eyes and glared at him

         "I won't forgive you this time young man, you need to see me after this lecture," she said walking to the front of the classroom to resume her lectures.

                Brian sighed again and grabbed his mathematics textbook and then turned to the page Mrs Valerie was teaching. Brian feeling dizzying again tore out a piece of paper from his book and started sketching his classroom, the students and Mrs Valerie and then lost all concentration again until he felt a pair of eyes were staring at him and he glances to the direction and notice Brandon staring at him. Brian finds himself blushing and quickly averted his gaze.

           " can I see what you are drawing," whispered Brandon as he stretched his hand toward towards him, Brian handed him the drawing

             " wow!!! that looks good and amazing" he said as he smiled at him

              " Thank y-you so much" he mumbled in a whisper trying to hide his face from him because he was blushing. The rest of the class went by with Brandon staring at Brian, neither of them listening to what Mrs Valerie was saying. Brandon was amazed that a little guy like him could be talented and the drawing was good, if he puts so much work in it he will be a perfect artist.

             The sound of the bell startled them and then realized its lunchtime. Brian walked out of the class to find David waiting for him along with Jane their other Friend, so they all went to the cafeteria together. They were all close friends and they always hang out with each other, David and Jane knew that Brian was gay and that he was also in love with his roommate. 

             Brian trusted them and he knew they will never tell his secret out to anyone that he was in love with Brandon and he doesn't want him to know about his feelings. After ordering their food they sat down to eat, Brian glanced up and his gaze caught hold of Brandon walking to his seat to meet his friends. He lost track of what David and Jane were saying as his attention was fixed on Brandon, watching him eat and laugh with his friends

                  " right Brian.." asked David, when he got no response, he followed the direction of Brian's eyes and when he found Brian's eyes were focused on Brandon, he snapped his fingers at Brian's face bringing him back to reality

                      " awwwww!!!! loverboy is all carried away with his crush, staring at him and giving him all your attention even though he is not here with you and leaving your best friends unattended to" David said

                   Jane understood what David was saying and laughed at David's jokes. Brian rolled his eyes and ignored them focusing on his food now.

                  "I won't stand in your way of getting your man, you guys look cute together and will be a perfect match for each other. I want the both of you together" she said cupping Brian's face in her hands. Brian removed his face from her hands and said nothing, When Jane and David kept on teasing him, he was forced to reply them

                  " oh, guys please shut up".He said turning his gaze to his food.

                  " why don't you tell him about your feelings or rather ask him out," Jane asked handling David a slice of meat from her spaghetti and meatball

                  "it's not that easy, you know," Brian replied staring at  Jane

                  " sure it is, when you guys are alone in your room, you can confront him and tell him you like him and then ask him if he will go on a date with you?." He said as if it was easy to express your feelings to a straight guy, ‘hey I am Brian your roommate and I am in love with you let’s date’ Brian said to himself before answering David’s question

                  " NO, I can't, you think it's easy?  do you think I am stupid? of course I ain't stupid or dumb. I am scared what if he says no, where does it leave me. That will make it awkward and you know we are leaving together. Imagine being in space with a guy who rejected you, it’s not going to be easy and you know it" He sighed as he picked up his spoon to scoop another rice.

                   Thankfully David and Jane dropped the topic and he quickly brought up another topic about the assignment they had next in their next class which is chemistry and they might likely submit the assignment. The bell rang and they all went to their classroom to wait for the chemistry lecturer. The rest of the classes that day was the same, with Brian continuously staring at Brandon without getting noticed all through. The final bell rang for school over and Brian got up from his chair, grabbed his bag and books and hurriedly left the classroom, he met up with David and Jane and they walked home to the dorm.

                     When they got to the dorm, Brian begged them to come to his room so that they can do their assignment and study for a bit,  he begged Jane to tutor him mathematics since she is good at it, so Jane agreed and convinced David and they both agreed. Brian opened the door and saw Brandon on his bed, laying down and watching a movie title GAME OF THRONES on his phone. Brandon saw them and smiled at them. Brian, Jane and David returned the smile back to him. they all sat at Brian's bed and Jane tutored him on mathematics while David played some games on his phone. 

                      After tutorials they all sat down and started talking and laughing, Brian saw the way Brandon was sticking and glueing himself to Jane, he was angry and jealous. He tried ignoring it but he could not then Jane brought him out of his thoughts

                "Bow looks at the time, I better be going Brain. I promised my friend I will follow her  today, we are going shopping together," she said as she looked at the clock on her wrist

                   " Bye Brian, bye David, bye Brandon. Bye guys." she waved as she left the room. Brian continued his discussion with David ignoring Brandon when the time was 6 pm David tapped Brian on his leg

                    " let's go get dinner Brian," David asked while getting his pieces of stuff back to his back bag

                     " Sure, let's go" replied Brian waving at Brandon, David called Jane to meet them at the cafeteria close to the dorm. Jane met them waiting for her outside the cafeteria and they both went inside, they ordered their food and then they located a seat and waited for their orders to be brought to them.

                    " don't look now, you can look later, Brandon is looking at you. I mean his eyes are glued on you" Jane said using her head to point in the direction of Brandon. He shook his head because he thought that he won't look at him after what he saw in the room just now, ' but there won't be any harm in trying to see if he is truly looking at me' he said to himself. Brian glanced at the direction of Brandon and Jane was right, he was staring but he didn't know if it was him or he was staring Jane.

                     Brandon was caught on the act of staring, he tried staring at Brian, but he did not expect to be caught so soon. When he notices he was caught, he quickly looks down on his food and choked

                  " Are you okay dude?" asked Jason one of Brandon's friend

                  " Yeah, sure I am okay. The food went on the wrong passage" he said as he gulped on his water

                  " if you are done with your food, can we go now," Jason asked, looking at Brandon hoping for a quick answer

                   " where are we going to?." Brandon asked with a puzzled look

                  "were you even listening to what I was saying at all"? Jason asked glaring at Brandon

                  " uhh, NO. Sorry, I was lost at some point, can you tell me again?" Brandon answered

             Jason chuckled " to the football pitch dummy, remember we have a training to do in preparation for the upcoming match. I don't understand you, Brandon, what are you thinking about. You hardly pay attention to me" He said.

             Brandon  replied shrugging " yeah, of course, I will go"

                       " cool it starts at 6:30 pm," Jason said turning his body to one of their friend Mike to collect something from him. After dinner was over, Brandon and his friends walked towards the dorm.

                     When Brandon got to his dorm, he saw the door was unlocked and knew Brian was inside when he opened the door he saw Brian sitting on his reading chair with headphones on his ears, listening to music and he was focused on his laptop doing his biology and biochemistry assignment. Brandon walked further into the room and stood behind him

                  "I thought you were done with the assignment a long time again, while didn't you use mine to do yours?." Brandon said as he patted Brian's head

               " s**t you scared me" he yelled holding his chest as his heart was beating so fast, as he stared at Brandon

                Brandon laughed and apologized  "I am sorry, I didn't mean to scare you"

             " no I was wrong, I am sorry for yelling at you, I got into the music and the assignment I was doing and did not know when you came in. I am deeply sorry" Brian apologized

              " no need for that, I was wrong for scaring you," Brandon said while patting his head while Brian's face was all pink from blushing

             " well I am going to take a shower, it's been a long night," Brandon said breaking the long silence. The brain could not say anything because he was scared of how his voice will sound like, so he just nodded his head and Brandon went straight to the bathroom.

             Brian closed his computer and climbed his bed because he was too flustered to think of anything to write down, then he heard Brandon’s voice singing in the shower and Brian's thoughts went wild, thinking he was in the shower with Brandon kissing him, having Brandon kiss him from his neck to his sensitive part and sucking him till he cums. Having him bend him down in a doggy position and then allow Brandon drive-in inside of him and ride him till they get exhausted. Brian tried to clear his thoughts but too late his baby was hard-on like a rock, his baby was excited at the thought of having s*x with Brandon. Brian p***s was hard and he was damn horny and the thought of having s*x with Brandon would not leave his mind. Brian waited patiently for Brandon to leave the shower so that he can go ease himself of the pain he was passing through. When he heard the bathroom door opened he quickly covered himself so Brandon won't see his boner, Brandon came out with a towel around his waist without drying himself up, Brian could see the water dripping from his hair down his body and he could wish he was the water dripping down. 'DAMN Brandon is ho f*****g hot, I wish I could have a taste of him right now' Brian kept thinking to himself. 

                Brandon caught Brian's eyes were on him and Brian quickly stood up from his bed forgetting his boner. then realizing his mistake he quickly hurried into the bathroom, Brandon gazed at Brian and notice the bulge in his pants as Brian went to the bathroom and then he noticed that Brandon saw the boner, Brandon quickly looked away and Brian ran into the bathroom and locked the door

                   " f**k, f**k f**k f**k, I should have run, or walk faster than I did to the bathroom. Now he saw it, what is he going to think of me, I need to ease my self first and I will think about that later " he said to himself as he took off his trousers and boxer and shirt and then he put on the shower while he m*********d himself till he released