It was therefore a shock to Felix when he heard Desmond say, 'About Gift, I am sorry if I hurt your feelings but I was of the opinion that you were estranged from her'. ' Or was I wrong to think that? I know that I should have chosen someone else to be attracted to but I can assure you it was not premeditated. It just happened and after the first, it became increasingly difficult to stop, not that I did not try. Because I really did'. Desmond explained, defending himself.
' It's okay Des, you could not have been in control of yourself to do that and nobody is faulting you with it especially not I. You could not have chosen to become drawn to her. I believe it just happened. But I could not have done it to you no matter how immoral I might be. There is something called loyalty and you did
