'I repeat that I am guilty as charged and all because of my love for you. I could not bear to see your pain when Felix returned to the village and rejected you inspite of all your efforts to win him back including shedding your pride and dignity. I couldn't tell you what I just said. I kept it locked up in my heart and promised myself to make it up to you. At first, I thought it was just my selfish desire to continue my affair with you but as time went on, I realised that was not really it. I tried to deny it. I lied to myself alot of times. Desmond could not possibly be in love with Gift. I took other girls but while with them, I would still think about you. I would imagine you were the one I was making love to.'
'The other girls could not satisfy me as a result. And when it came to you
