I needed an escape so when I saw a garden behind one of the courtyards, I thought nothing about it as I hurried there. The serenity was amazing, I sat under a tree and that was when the tears started. Homesickness. I was just here for barely a day but I was already feeling home sick because this was not the way I had envisioned my life to go. I thought that I would be beside my brothers, we protect Dar and then after a while, I would settle down with the only person who I have ever loved, Baxter, the Master healer but it didn’t happen that way. You would think that after years of watching life present lemons for me, that I would be used to the idea that I should expect the worst from life, I did expect the wporst but life has a funny way of showing me that it has greater cruel t