It has been 3 years. I can say, Azura is still on my mind. I wonder how she is doing in life. If she is happy. If life is everything she had ever hoped for. In the quietest of moments, she comes to my mind. I feel sadness as I think of what we had and what we could have been now, but I see the door between our lives has closed.
Anton is still on my mind daily. When alone, I talk with him when I am lost in life.At times, when my heart is heavy, I can feel him around me. When I am scared,he is there to protect me. When I make dumb decisions or feel insecure about something, I can almost hear his voice as he comforts me. As I have gone through my life in the last few years, I have felt him with me in the happiest of moments and in the hardest.
I have lost two great loves in my life. Azura
