CARLA
I'm left crying my eyes out, wondering why William took so long to kiss me or even make a move towards me. What hurts me the most is the fact that he has never accepted me as his mate. Agrrrr! This s**t really hurts and right now, my heart is a rollercoaster of emotions.
Why was he even jealous and annoyed that Trevor often comes to my room? Does it mean that he values me that much? Oh no! Right now, I'm helpless...I'm hopeless and I no longer know what to do!
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The party has already started and though I know that I was told not to go, but I can't keep quiet, I keep thinking that there must be something and that's why William didn't want me at the party.
Quite cynical, I know but can you blame me?
I tiptoe my way downstairs and by the walk way, there are so many people. I'
