Hridoy's pov
4 years later
My life has changed after coming here. I have become the person I was never. I have became a heartless b*****d. Still I don't f**k girls but I have saw many things in this 4 years that has make me hate the word love.
No one love each other only lust is true nothing else. Who they claim they love each other they are f*****g liers. I have taught one thing that if you like anyone make her or him yours. By his or her consent or without their consent.
In India there are girls who tried to be my girlfriend but here in USA girls are throwing themselves on me to f**k them.
But I don't spare them a second glance. I only believe in breaking their hearts. Yes call me anything but I love to broke their heart.
Just like he broke Di's heart. Without thinking twice. He used to say he love her but what he did? He just use her and throw her. Don't get it wrong she is still a virgin but she hate love.
Today we both are going back to India. After 4 years I will meet my ma, mamu, Janu and my sona.
I really missed my sona here. They was also coming but Janu didn't wanted to leave her home and she is my mamu's princess her tears are weakness of him and ma.
I hope my sona hasn't changed a bit. I want her just like she was feisty and not a submissive.
But I'm afraid that her this feasty nature will atract many boys.
I'm a boy and I know very well what attract us more.
Don't think I like her now but I don't hate her as well. So I'm now in a mutual point of feelings. Nor I like her nor I hate her.
I break girls hearts but if anyone broke my Janu or Sona's heart I will sure kill the boy.
Well Talking about my Janu she love Srijon and he also love her. I remember our conversation when we are in my house.
He was serious when he says he want her to he his wife.
My childhood was the best thing I had I so much want to go back and stay there forever. I don't want to be here.
But alas I can't do anything about it.
I was in my deep thoughts when di came to my room.
"Hridoy we are getting late, why didn't you got ready?" di asked me with a fake glare
I so much want to laugh but I know it will make her seriously angry. My sweet di she never deserves this what happen with her. What was her fault? That she fall for a person who just woo her to broke her?
"Hridoy I think you don't want to leave from here, you don't want to leave your flings, fine I will go alone happily. After all I was waiting for this day for so long. Finally we're going back where we belong our birth place Kolkata," Di said dreamily
I chuckled on her expression. She never fail show her County love. She love kolkata more than anything.
She is trying to forget that f****r but I know it will take after all it was one year that she wasted on him and its exactly one year that she face the heartbreak.
"di if you haven't check I'm ready to go my all luggage are packed. I'm also exited to go back, I'm dying to meet ma, mamu, Janu Srijon And Sona," I said with a smile
"you know that your sona has changed. She is not the old Aru the fiesty one now she has turn into a girl that is sensible and strong," Di said with a smile that says she is proud of her sister.
Di you know that we don't share a relationship that we will talk to each other, it's only you who tell me how is she and what is happening with her. But you never told me that she has changed," I said with a bit of sadness?
Whoa Hridoy calm down, why the f**k you're sad that sona has changed. Its 4 years maybe she has changed or have a boyfriend.
That mere thought make my blood boil.
" di has she a boyfriend? "I asked through gritted teeths
" no she doesn't have one. Yes one boy is trying to woo her And but she is not giving him any attention. I think she has taught a lesson from her Di's foolishness,"di said with a bitter smile like again she remembered that
" di how many times I have told you to not say anything bad about you? That was not your fault not at all. And sona is only 19 she should not do relationships now, "I said trying to change the topic
" you know that Aadhya aunt was married to Veer uncle when she was 19 and she got pregnant at the same age, "di said making me face palm myself.
" I know I know no need drag them but that time was different and this time is different and I know my sona she is not a girl who will fall for a man easily. She is a picky one and not all the men are Hridoy Sarkar who is perfect, hot, smart, handsome, intelligent everything all in a package, " I said with a wink
" god you both are going back today and you both haven't done talking? " mom came to my room and said
" no aunt I was just telling him to hurry up. Anyways we're ready. Don't worry we will not late, "di said to mom
" I know you both need to go but I will miss you both this 4 years are great for me though I was busy in my work but still I was happy. And Aaradhya listen one thing carefully don't let him bother you not in real not in your thoughts ok? It was not your fault and please find a girl for my i***t boy who will be his girlfriend not a time pass. Whom can I think as my daughter in law, "mom said and I roll my eyes at the last part
" seriously mom I'm only 21, "I whined
" boy you're 21 and you have 201 relationships here and God knows how many you have left in India. Listen boy dare you hurt any girl emotionally I will beat you black and blue. Though I don't blame you for breaking the hearts of the girls who are throwing themselves to you but yes don't do it to the girl whom you think you like, "mom said and I nodded
" mom how will I tell you that I have lost my faith in love many days ago. But I promise you if I got a girl who can capture my heart I will not let her leave me, I will make her mine with or without her consent, "I thought but didn't told her this
Yes I'm damn serious about it. I'm not going to be heartbroken like di. If anyone is capable to capture my heart I will make her mine permanently.