Laserian I had no idea I was this insane. I mean many people told me I was short tempered, mad, weird, dangerous....and even evil. But I had no idea the insanity was actually inside me. And it only showed when I was with Amber. I am calm around her, I am less angry, I am even a bit teasing and highly amused by whatever she does. When she held my hand , I knew the meaning of heart beat multiplied by billion times. It was painful but in a sweet pain kind of way, pain you enjoy. I felt the rush of electricity between us . But most of all her hand with mine was like the most natural thing in the world, like it fitted there perfectly. And felt the fate mocking me, the girl I was suppose to kill was consoling me, giving me emotional support. And even worst was the gentle look in his eyes wa